Private School Life.

12.

It 's time to head to the dining hall for dinner.

Zack and I walk in and I´m turning to our regular table but Zack puts his hand around my waist and pulls me back.

"I can't even sit there?" I ask him with disbelieve.

Zack shakes his head, "Kelsey doesn't want to sit with them anymore and so do I. So you're sitting at my old table again.

He leads me to the table in the corner and puts me down on the chair.

He sits down next to me and I look over at the other table.

James is making gestures to me, beckons me and I shake my head.

He shrugs and turns to the rest of the group.

I see Kendall looking at me and I quickly turn my head down.

"Good save, sweetie." Zack says to me as he holds on to my chin, lifts it a little and kisses me.

This is all for a good cause, I remind myself.

I better just make the best out of this.

After dinner, I'm about to walk back to my own room.

Zack walks next to me and grabs my hand, "Where are you going babe?"

"My room, we have classes tomorrow so I want to make sure I've got my homework done." I state with a little smile.

I hope he's buying it.

"That's smart of you. I'll go with you and help you." he states.

His hand's on my lower back and he kind of forces me to the right direction.

We both walk in my room, which is empty because Annabelle is at James' and Kendall's.

I grab my books and open them.

Zack sits down next to me and helps me where he can.

If he wasn't being so forcefully about things, this could actually have been a nice evening.

After an hour I state that I'm done and that I'd like to get some sleep.

Zack gently pushes me down on my bed and gets on top of me, "Are you sure sweetie?"

I nod, "Yes I am. I know I need my sleep."

He presses a firm kiss on my lips and his hand reaches for my legs.

"By the way," he begins as he gives me a few little kisses on my neck, "I don't want you to wear those socks again. I don't like them."

"But-" I begin as he pushes my arm hard on my bed.

It hurts a little and his eyes aren't the same as they were before.

All the love and kindness in them is gone.

Who is this person?

"Okay." I shiver, "I won't wear them again."

Zack gives me a smile and kisses me again, a little harder than before.

"Good. I'll see you tomorrow in class." he says as he gets off of me and walks to the door,  "Bye babe."

I'm still lying on my bed and I don't even want to move.

I hear some noises on the hallway and by the door.

I quickly get up and walk over to the bathroom with my pajamas.

"[Y/N]?" I hear Annabelle ask.

"Bathroom!" I yell back.

"Okay, are you going to take a shower or can I go?" she yells back.