Best Of Me

Are We Breaking Up? (Part 2)

Wheein then opened the door with the tears flowing out from her eyes, "Love? Love~" I said as I stood up & hugged her tightly. She didn't hug back, "Love.....are you....still mad at me?" I nervously asked, she didn't say a word before we both sat down on her bed. "Why?" The first word she uttered. "How could you do that to me?" She said. "Love, I was drunk that night, after my last drink I didn't know what happened....believe me..." I explained. "Then what's this then?" She said as she took out her phone and showed me every video of that night. "Love.....I didn't know about this...." I replied as I looked at her. 

"Love, you know that you're the only girl I'll ever love right?" I said as put her phone down & held her hands. "No, Taehyung..." She said as she stood up in a frustrated tone. I tried to backhug her but she refused. "Wheein, please...." "No Taehyung! I could forgive you if you kissed her once, but when you slept with her & texted me that, it's too much!" She said in a furious tone & started throwing her pillows at me. "Wheein, I never sent that text to you!" I said as I raised my voice slightly. "Then who?! That girl that you love now more than me? Wow, you really are a cheater now aren't you." She said as she shouted at me & cried even more. "Wheein please stop this...." I said as I hugged her though she tried to let go & kept hitting my back until I kneeled down while holding her wrists, my tears started to flow out of my eyes. "Wheein, please.......I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry, please, I don't want to lose you...." Both of us didn't say a word & kept on crying.

"Taehyung, get up from there, please...." She said as she wiped her tears. I slowly got up & faced her, "Wheein-ah....." I said as she looked away. "Taehyung.....I think it's best....if we took some time off from each other first...." Those words crushed my heart at that moment.

"W-what?" I said, "Taehyung, I need time to think...." She said as she held my wrists. "Taehyung....I know that you still love me, even after what happened.....but please.....I don't want to meet up with you for now.....& besides, both of us would need time apart.....now that this happened....." Those words made me want her to take them back.

"Wheein, no....." I said as I cried & continuously apologized to her. "Taehyung....do you love me?" She asked, "A million times more than anyone in this world...." I said as I held her cheek. "Then.....please respect my decision....it's what's the best for both of us...." She said as she started crying again. "Wheein, are you....breaking up with me?" I asked. "No...." She replied as she stood up & opened the door.

"The boys are waiting for you outside, you still have a fansign today...." She reminded me of the schedule I had. "Wheein, please....." I said in reply, stood up and wrapped my arms around her waist. "Go....." She said as she took my arms off of her.

I had to respect what she wanted, even though I didn't want to do it. As I got out of her room, I put my hood on & wiped my tears before I faced the boys and the girls, they were having a laugh and had many conversations until they noticed me. "Oh, Taehyung, you're here now" Byul-noona said. "How'd it go?" Jin-hyung said as he stood up. 

I didn't want to say a word, "V?" Namjoon-hyung said as he looked at me. Just then, Wheein stepped out of her room with her arms crossed and her head down, she even kept a distance from me. "Boys, we have a fansign today.....we need to go..." Jin-hyung said as he read Manager-hyung's text. "Um, girls it has been a great time catching up with you, I guess we'll be seeing you around at music stations" Namjoon-hyung said as we bowed down to them & shook their hands. I shaked Yongsun-noona's hand, "Taehyung you guys keep safe...." She whispered in my ear & tried to cheer me up as she noticed the expression on my face. "Taehyung, you & the boys take care okay?" Byul-noona said as she hugged me.  I then nodded, "Taehyung-ah, take care" Hyejin said as she shook my hand & pat my shoulder.

I then looked back at Wheein & she simply looked at me leave & let out a sigh with her head down. I then looked at the girls, "We'll talk to her....go on..." they mouthed. I then went out the door & glanced through the window, Wheein went towards the girls & cried her eyes out. I knew it hurt for her, even me.

That day, even I couldn't forgive myself for what happened. As I got in the car I just looked out the window and cried quietly. It would be difficult for me to be away from Wheein now that I've come back to Korea, but like what she said it was the best for the both of us for now. I do respect her decision but it made my heart hurt so much. I shouldn't have agreed to the dare that night even drank without her knowing. I regret everything, this is my consequence....