"Every day, every spring time, each summer, every autumn day, especially in the winter, you've drawn me into you. "
"All year long, I've thought of your gentle voice that repeats over and over in my head. Your touch, your hug, everything, I wish y...
Being with Minggyu never really made me happy, sincerely happy....
Being in the public eye, living my image as an idol looked up to by many fans and balancing my love life with him became even more difficult....
I'll admit I have been a fan of Seventeen for a while, that's how I first met Minggyu.
And eventually I have fallen in love with him, but not as deep as how I fell for Taehyung.
Speaking of Taehyung, it took me a long time too to process everything that happened to us, but now he broke up with Irene, which I'm not sure if I should be happy about or not.
Despite of everything we've been through, was always there for me....he never left my side even though I was the one who left him in the first place. Minggyu on the other hand, was the one who comforted me when I lost Taehyung (besides the unnies).
Both of them made my heart flutter in different times of my life.....
It hurts to even think they would both fight just for my sake, I knew the two of them were friends but I didn't want any of them to get hurt or have their feelings crushed.
Anyway, back to my main point, I felt trapped ever since I went into a relationship with Minggyu, I felt like I wasn't free to do the things I wanted to do....
"Him or me? " Minggyu said as we fought again, I didn't want to respond first because I held my emotions back and contemplated.
I couldn't take it anymore and chose.....
"Taehyung.....I choose him......" I said out loud, I then went straight out the door and went to my car, I had the same feeling when I broke up with Taehyung in the past, but this time I felt free....
Just as I was driving to tell you the good news......a bright light flashed before my eyes that I swerved out my lane and the rest I didn't know what happened....
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