"Every day, every spring time, each summer, every autumn day, especially in the winter, you've drawn me into you. "
"All year long, I've thought of your gentle voice that repeats over and over in my head. Your touch, your hug, everything, I wish y...
This morning, I decided to go to the hair salon and dye my hair blonde for our promotion for our song "New York", but actually during our promotions for our "Memory" album, I've been feeling down ever since Taehyung & I talked, though I try to be happy for myself.
"Wheein-ah, let's go" Hyejin said as we got in the car. "Hyejin, can I talk to you about something?" I said as everyone got in the car. "About what?" She said as she moved the pillows to the side. "Is it okay if you sleepover at my house tonight?" I asked, "Sure! Why not?" She said as we started driving off to the next schedule.
That night, Hyejin and I talked about random things, what we planned on doing now that our break was coming up and the new album we were preparing for. Suddenly, "How about Taehyung?" Hearing his name my heart hurt a bit, at the same time making me regret my decision of us spending time apart. "You miss him don't you?", I simply nodded. "I could tell these past few days...."
"When do you plan on talking to him?" She asked, "As much I want to, I'm not ready...." I replied with my head down as I scrolled through our pictures on my phone. "I mean, it's obvious he couldn't resist talking about you" "W-what do you mean?" "Here, check this out..." She said as she showed me screenshots of Jimin's texts to Taehyung that he sent to her.
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"It's about time Wheein....." She said as I handed her phone back. I just wish it was that easy, "Hyejin..." "He already explained everything to you right? It's not that I'm forcing you...it's your decision....." Hyejin was right, "but he-" "He was drunk that night, you can't expect him to remember every single detail....." Hyejin said as she cut me off, "Look, I know it must be hard for you to face him normally again....but he misses you so much, but he's afraid to because he thinks you'll send him off again..."
I didn't know my decision that day would make me long for him, I mean the both of us long for each other. "Then....what should I do?" I said as I turned off the TV. "Well, you could start off with meeting up with him...." Just then my phone vibrated, it was a text from Taehyung.
"Hey....um...is..it okay if....we meet up? I wanted to talk to you....but it's okay if you're busy...." "See? He already made the first move, he really wants to see you again..." Hyejin said.
"W-when and where do you want to meet up? " I replied. "Is it okay if we meet somewhere private? "
"The....private parking lot near my apartment this Friday perhaps?" It was where we used to hang out as friends. "S-sure, I guess....I'll see you then...".
I felt a bit relieved talking to him after a long time of no contact. "So, what did he say?" "He wants to meet up with me this Friday...." "You should go....so you two can resolve this once and for all" She said as she smiled. "Alright...besides I forgive him now anyway...." "You do? That's great Wheein!" She said as she hugged me.
It's true, I really want to forgive him....I missed him so much, so much that I longed for his presence. All that's left is to meet up with him then I'll be happy again....and we'll fix this problem between us.
