Waiting With A Broken Heart

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After weeks of being in the hospital I was finally allowed to go back home.....

"Wheein-ah, I think it's best that you don't drive yet..." Byul-unnie said in the van, "Yeah....I guess so..." I replied.

"Wheein.....what do you plan on doing later?" Hyejin said, "I guess I'm just gonna stay at home and take care of Ggomo, thanks for taking care of him while I was in the hospital by the way...." I said as I tried to smile, "No problem~" The unnies replied.

During the entire trip back to my house, I remained silent.....

"So.....you two are back together? " "I guess you could say that..." That memory flashed back in my head all of a sudden...

Taehyung....why? Do you really love her now? More than you loved me then?

Right when the unnies left, I wanted to go out and have a drink or something.....by myself actually.....

I just wanna sulk in the corner and wish Taehyung didn't love that girl anymore....but no....he does...

I then got to my room and fixed myself to head out, "Meow~~" Ggomo said while holding on to my pants, "Not now Ggomo, mom has to go somewhere for a bit...." I said as Ggomo went to his bed and slept. A while later, I decided to wear a sweater that I bought a long time ago, ripped jeans and my converse shoes, I just let my hair loose and headed out.

I didn't care if anyone saw me outside, everyone who passed me by had their own business meanwhile here I am, heading into a crowded bar and drinking until I reached my tolerance level. 

"Wait.....is that Wheein?" A familiar voice said, "Wheein? I thought Yongsun-noona said you'd stay at home...." "Jin-oppa~ I can't be a homebody all the time~~" "Wheein you should be resting, hang on, I'll call the noonas to pick you up", Jungkook said as he took out his phone, "No~~I'm fine, don't tell them that I'm here~~"

I then felt dizzy but kept on drinking, drowning myself in soju so much that I didn't care about my tolerance anymore.

"Wheein~ You've had too much to drink~ That's enough"  A familiar voice said, "No~ I'm fine~" I replied waving my head and laughing hysterically.

I then felt like I was light as air, like someone was carrying me...

As I was put on the couch in a familiar place, my vision cleared a bit, it was Taehyung who carried me, "Wheein....." "You don't have to sermon me~~ I get it~~" "Wheein, listen to me first..." "No~~I'm tired of listening to you~~" I said as I tried standing up to get out of his apartment, "And besides~~Irene might be here watching and taking care of you~~" "Wheein, wait, sit back down..." He said as he grabbed my wrist and made me sit down on the couch, "Just how long are you gonna play with my feelings?~~" "Wh-what?" "You're really forgetful aren't you~~" "Wheein....what are you talking about?"

"I STILL LOVE YOU KIM TAEHYUNG! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING!" I said out loud, he then had a surprised expression on his face.....

"Wh-Wheein......" "But now that Irene and you are back together, I lost my chance of getting back with you, don't you know I envied every time you looked at her and smiled at her?! That's because I wished that was me instead!" I then kneeled on the floor crying my eyes out.

"Wheein....." "Taehyung~ Just please stop playing with my feelings if you're just going to break them again~~"

He then hugged me tightly but soon after, I passed out and didn't know what happened next....

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