Too Much Too Fast

C 2: Mistakes Have Been Made

Yeet enjoy it. Imma try and do the POV shiz.
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Orion's POV:
As I got comfortable on my bed I decided to check my phone, I sit up and reach into my back pocket. As unlock my phone I my eyes go wide in embarrassment when I see my gallery open to a picture of Marley being beautiful as shit and a drawing next to it that I drew with small text saying '❤️beautiful bad ass bitch❤️'.

OML that's why she was all flustered. You think she liked it? HOLY FUCKING SHIT SHE SAW IT. What do I do??? Aahgh. I could feel anxiety rush through me and I start to feel like I'm gonna vomit out of worry. I get up and go to the bathroom connected to my room and look in the mirror. I can see my ear tinted an extreme red along with a beet red face. "aaaagggh why does my gay ass have to be my gay ass???" I say aloud, knowing nobody is home I strip down to my underwear and throw on a big shirt. Eh, fuck it. I go downstairs and look in the refrigerator for any comfort food. And of course...... Nothing is to be found.
What shall I ever do with my chubby ass?

Instead of looking for anymore food I go to the couch and sit down once I'm sat I realize that I don't have the remote and I have to get back up to find it. I let out a noise of fake misery along with a dramatic sigh and get up. As I look through the couch cushions and coffee table I look up and see it on the counter by the kitchen counter. What the hell is it doing there?

I walk over to it and as I do, I catch a glimpse of myself in the very large reflective picture frame.

Wow I really am a fat pig....

Eh whatever. I shrug my shoulders and quickly grab the remote then run back to the couch.

I sit down and turn he TV on, I see my favorite show is on and it is of course forensic file the best fucking show in the world. I lean back and rest my hands on my stomach. I can feel my belly rolls, not skin, but belly rolls. It's funny all these girls are so self conscious about it but when you just take a step back and see how much it will really affect a relationships, your job, sex or just your day to day life you'll see how much it doesn't matter and that you should loves yourself anyways(A/N: sorry thought I'd just show a lil love there).

Half way into the show me heart is beating slightly faster, after a suspect was caught and brought in the finally had enough evidence to pin him to the murder, they have him in court and it only takes 4 hours to rule him guilty or first degree murder with a life sentence without parole.

"Fuck yeah..... finally" I say quietly to myself, as the show ended I felt at peace that a monster such as him was locked away forever.

All of the sudden, I hear a very loud ringtone come from my bedroom. I groan at the thought of having to get up but it might be important, as I walk upstairs the ringing stops. I step into my room and look at the phone sitting on my bed, I lay on the bed, pick up my phone and turn it on to see a missed call notification with the contact name 'Ma' on top.

Oh shit. I immediately call her back and as I'm waiting my anxiety builds slightly, scared she will get mad at me for missing her call. She picks up and says hello.
"Hey Ma!"
"Hi baby how are you? I am off work right now, I was wondering if you wanted me to come pick you up?"
"Ummmm, I don't know about today because dad has this dinner thing with Tia(Aunt) tonight and I have to come with him."
"Ohhh okay well let me know if you do want to come over"
"I will! And maybe...hmm what about I come over tomorrow for dinner?"
"I don't see why not. Okay I'll pick you up around 4:30 and we can go eat out."
"Yeeah okay ill be ready"
"Bye baby I love you!"
"You too Ma, I'll see you tomorrow."
"Bye."
After about her fifth bye we finally hang up. Okay now for homework!!!!
I grab my backpack from the side of my bed and sling it over my back and grab my phone. As I'm waking downstairs I almost trip a step  and but I obviously would've die a horrible painful death.

I finally make down, alive and unharmed and on the couch. I open my backpack up and pull out my two big notebooks, a textbook and a pencil.

Okay, homework....you can do this, don't get distracted and all shall be well....

Yep no I'll do it when dad gets home.

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Wow I can't believe I even got half this done in two months...so proud.
Thx for reading whoever it is I really do appreciate it.
-Billie 👏💜👏💜👏💜👏💜