I felt sick as I walked into school alone. Steve had stayed back to talk to Nancy. I quickly walked to where Mike and Dustin were standing.
"Hey Lil. You don't look to good." Dustin said and I laughed.
"Just tired." I said and they nodded. They talked about D&D for a while till the bell rang and I rushed off to class. I started to feel a bit dizzy as I sat down. Billy wandered in a few minutes later. He looked at me but I kept my focus on the page infront of me. I was harsh the other night, I didn't remember much of what I said but I knew it must have hit a point.
"Can I go to the bathroom?" I asked Mr Wells and he nodded. I made my way to the bathroom and steadied myself on the sink. I sighed and splashed my face with some water. I sighed and shivered.
"Listen Harrington." Billy said and shut the door behind him. "I did not use you. You were the one who took me to your house. I could have drove home that day at the quarry." He said and I laughed.
"Billy I didn't care about you. I was worried about myself, if you got in an accident or worse died it would have been my fault." I said and he gave me a evil smirk.
"So why did you climb in my car the next day?" He said and I looked at the floor.
"Because Billy, I thought somewhere deep inside of you there was a good person. Someone who wasn't like his dad." I said and I took a deep breathe, realising the words I had just spit at him. His face moved to sadness and anger and I sighed.
"You should have let me jump of the quarry." He said and I sighed.
"Billy I didn't mean it." I said taking a step forward, but as soon as I did I hit the floor. My vision went black and I was out for the count.
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I awoke to the sound of people talking. I opened my eyes to see a dim light. My vision was a bit blurry but after blinking a few times it went away. I looked beside me to see Steve and Dustin. I let out a smile.
"Hey guys." I said my voice shaky and hoarse.
"Lilly thank god." Steve said jumping to my side.
"What happened?" I asked sitting up. Dustin smiled.
"You have a fever. But when you collapsed you're body was trying to tell you to tell you you were ill." Dustin said and I just nodded.
"How did I get here?" I asked and Steve looked at Dustin.
"Billy drove you here." Steve said and I looked at him with sad eyes.
"Is He here?" I asked and Dustin nodded.
"He stayed with you until We came. He's in he waiting room." He continued and I sighed.
"Can you guys let him in and then give us a couple of minutes?" Steve and Dustin nodded and I smiled. They left and then a minute or so later there was a light knock at the door and Billy came in. His hands were in his pockets and he didn't look at me. He just stood by the door.
"Billy." I said gently but he didn't move or say anything. "Billy." I said again and he looked up at me. He had a hurt and sad look on his face and I motioned towards the chair. He sat down and I sat up crossing my legs.
"I didn't mean what I said back there. You're not like you're dad Billy. I did worry about you that day at the quarry, I was glad I climbed in that car. Because if I wouldn't have maybe you would have found yourself at the quarry that night alone." I said and he looked at me.
"Im sorry about getting that girls number. I didn't think you would have cared." He said and I smiled.
"Don't apologies I was being stupid." I said and he nodded.
"Hey Lilly" he started but was cut off by the doctor.
"Ah Lilly glad to see you're awake." He said and I smiled and nodded.
"Thanks doc." I said and he nodded.
"Now you're free to leave whenever. Stay rested and keep yourself cool. No school for the rest of the week." He said and I nodded. He left and Billy helped me out of bed. I steadied myself and walked out to Steve and Dustin. They both were laughing about something.
"You're so noisy." I said and they both jumped up. I gave Steve a hug and ruffled Dustin's hair.
"Hey I'm gonna get a ride home with Hargrove." I said and Billy looked at me.
"Okay but be home as soon as possible. Mom and dad want you to call them." He said worried eyes and I nodded. We left just after they left and climbed into Billy's car. We drove for a while till Billy took a turn towards the quarry and I looked at him. He kept his eyes on the road. We stopped at the quarry and just sat. I could tell he was sad about everything. I took his hand and he tightened his grip without looking at me. We sat for a while longer till he removed his hand from mine and we drove home. Once he pulled infront of the house I looked at him. He still wasn't looking at me. I placed two fingers under his chin and made him look at me. Pain in his eyes I leaned forwards and pressed my lips against his. I pulled away and he let out a small smile.
"Come on Billy. I haven't ate all day." I said and he nodded. He pulled his car into the drive and I turned to him. He was back to Billy in no time.
"What have we got in the fridge Harrington?" Billy asked loudly when we walked through the front door and I smiled.
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Bruises// Billy Hargrove
Fanfiction*** His fingertips brushed across my bare back. In that moment it was just us, the sound of my light humming and his breathing. In that moment he was okay. He was happy.