Revenge On My Player Ex (Book 1)

Game 19

Game 19

"You've ruin me, myself and I"

Sheliah Santibañez

After our first date, he acts kind of strange tho.

I don't know, bigla na lang siyang hindi mapakali at nung matapos akong kumanta no'n nakita kong nagpaalam na siya sa mga kaibigan niya at tumakbo agad ako pabalik sa restaurant and yinayaya niya na agad akong umuwi.

Nung hinatid niya ako he gaves me a sad smile and nakisakay na lang ako do'n, damn it Art Antonio! You're torturing my mind.

"Hey? Still alive bish?" May tumuktok sa ulo ko at napasimangot ako.

"Stop doing that thing." Pigil ko sa kanta at huminto naman siya. Kinunutan niya ako ng noo at nag-isip ulit ako.

"Any problem, care to share?"

Huminga ako ng malalim bago magsalita.
"

Do Art really love me or he's just gonna break me?"

Napatanga siya ng ilang saglit kaya tinakpan ko yung bibig niya at inalis niya agad 'yon.

"What kind of question is that?" Tumingin siya na parang gulat na gulat pa din sa kawalan at napahawak sa noo niya. "Oh God bish..."

"Uhm... Heart saving question?" Tanong ko at pinitik niya noo ko kaya napayuko ako "Aray! Ang sadista mo talaga!" Hinimas ko yung noo ko, pasalamat siya nasa classroom kami at busy ang lahat and hindi namin kaklase si Art dito.

"Ofcoures he does! He won't dare to date you if he doesn't duh." she snaps her fingers.

"Maybe he's just playing games with me?"

Napa-facepalm na lamang si Autumn at nagsalita "Fuchsia bish, sa sobrang talino mo pati imagination mo walang limit!"

Napaisip ako sa sinabi ni Autumn at tumango na lang, I'm just starting to be pathetic again. Bring back the old Sheliah. Stress free.

Pagkadating ko sa bahay ay agad akong sumalampak sa sahig namin habang suot pa ang bag ko.

Masamang humiga nang galing sa pagod but the hell I care?

"Uh--Sheliah, A-anak?" Hindi ko pinansin yung boses na narinig ko at pumikit na lang, I'm not in the mood.

"W-what are you doi-- I mean, why are you lying on the floor?" this time idinilat ko na ang mga mata ko at laking gulat ko nang makita na ang tatay ko na nandito sa bahay. Agad akong bumangon at pinagpagan ang sarili ko.

"Who asked you permission to go visit  here?" tanong ko.

"Me, my daughter." napalingon ako sa pinto at nakita ko si Mama nang nakangiti, her smiles are my treasure.

"B-but why?"

"He's your father anak."

"Oh" tanging salita na lumabas sa bibig ko. "Sorry I forgot, tatay ko pala siya."

"Anak naman--"

"Don't call me that, it makes me wanna vomit." I act like I'm real disgusted.

"Anak, he's your father for God's sake! Please lang... Respect him, as an older man and as your father"

Inayos ko ang salamin ko, I never have done this in front of my Mama, I love her so much since this guy left us all alone. I'm too good in front of her and I act like a saint like I always does.

But "I am no saint" evey time this man is around  

I looked directly into my Mama's eye and she's in tears.

"Sorry..." I almost said breathless.

Ang dating naka-tungo kong ama ay napa-angat ng ulo.

"I can't."

I left them with pain painted over their faces at umakyat sa kwarto ko.

Pagka-lock ko ay nagbihis agad ako ng damit at sumalampak sa kama at humagulgol na parang isang bata na inagawan ng laruan.

Mula noon, Papa's girl na ako at sa lahat ng lakad ni Papa lalo na sa work ay kailangang kasama niya ako dahil kung hindi, maglulumpasay ako magdamag.

No choice si Papa kaya sinasama niya ako and he even built an entertainment room for me para kapag nasa meeting siya ay nando'n lang ako at naglalaro.

When he finishes his meeting, he plays with me inside the room and we play girly games of mine together.

Barbie... Makeup toys and tea party.

Kapag may umaaway sa akin ay sinusugod niya agad sa guidance office.

Kapag may problema ako he always resolve it.

Everything were ruined when I found out by myself na may iba siyang pamilya, I asked him and he said it's true.

I avoided him and then my brother and Mama started to wonder why I am avoiding him, Papa can't handle it so umamin na siya. Lumisan siya ng bahay dahil hinahanap na siya ng anak niya.

Anak niya na madamot, he doesn't want to share my Papa, he's selfish. I hated both of them.

"They stole my Papa" I said with my cracked voice.

"They stole... My Papa"