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messed up!

lay's p.o.v

When i woke up the release papers were right where she said they were and dj was nowhere to be found "ill be right back" my ass,the kids were still sleep i strated

missing my jayla i pressed the button and the nurse brought her in i smiled and picked her up,the nurse handed me a bottle and i asked her could she hand me her diaper

bag and she said yea and handed it to me, i feed jayla and burped her then put on her i love mommy oneie that was pink and white and her pink and white socks an i put

mitts on her hands so she wont scratch her face and put by then mia woke up so i had her hold her then i put on some clothes and put my hair in a messy bun and put my

shoes on i took jayla from mia and put her in her carseat then put jayden in his carseat then i signed the paper, i told mia to open the door and she did i grabbed

jayla's diaper bag and jayden's an put them over my sholder then grabbed the carseats and left when i got outside i called tiff.

me:heyy can you come get me from the hospital

tiff:yea give me 10

me:ok

i waited for her to come and when she did i put both carseats in the car an mia got in on the other side i put the seatbelts on the carseats then mia an got in the

front seat

tiff:where's dj

she said while pulling off

me:i dont know

tiff:you dont know

me:nope he said he had to go somewhere and i told him not to come back if he was leaving and he did

tiff:wow, so where we goin

me:um take me to hisshe didnt say anything she just kept driving untill we got there

tiff:alright call me if you need anything

me:ok

i got out then i told mia to get the diaper bags and she did i took both carseats and walked to the front door and knock an she opened the door an when she seen it was

she smiled an took one of the carseat i walked in and sat on the couch and took kayla out of her carseat an she took jayden out of his carseat.

"where dj"

"i dont know"

"what you mean"

"he left the hospital"

"and he didnt come back did he tell you he was leavin"

"he said he had to go somewhere and i said it better be to get me something to eat and it wasnt so i told him if he cant be here now dont be here later and he left and never came back"

she shock her head then jayden strated crying

" i got him"

i gave her his bottle and he stopped crying

"so how did you get out of the hospital already"

"I asked my nurse could I get out early and she said I just had to stay one full night"

"Oh but on a different note I have a place where you could stay that dj doesn't know about you can stay there for as long a you want it has a nursery to"

"ok you can just text me the address because ill forget"

"ok and ill take you to the house so you can get your car"

"ok"

i layed down on the couch with jayla on my chest and went to sleep, a while later i woke up and jayla wasnt on me anymore

and i strated panicing i ran to the kitchen and jeff was in there holding her i signed in relief

me:heyy jeff

he smiled

"how you doin"

"good just sore and tired"

"well I made you a plate mia ate already ate"

"ok thanks an I think we're gonna go"

"ok come back whenever and call if you need anything"

he said giving me jayla and hugging me

"ok bye"

I put her in her carseat and went to look for mia and jayden an there were in the guest bedroom, mia was sitting on the bed holding jayden

"mia get your stuff an say bye"

I went over and grabbed jayden an she ran to get her shoes,I went downstairs and put him in his carseat and told her I was ready an she took one of the carseats to the car while I took the other and we strapped all three of them in and went to my house.

when we got there Dj wasn't there, she took one carseat to my car while I took the other one I strapped them in and asked her could she stay with them while I go get some stuff and she said yes, I went in the house grabbed all four of us some clothes an most of jayla's stuff.

I went to the bathroom grabbed my hair stuff and toothbrush and toothpaste and mia's hair bag and jayla's hair bag while had mostly headbands in it and went to the car and put the stuff in the trunk.

"I texted you the address"

"alright and thanks again"

" no problem"

I got in the car and checked my phone to see the address then fulled off I got there in less than 10 minutes.

jay's p.o.v

I went to the hospital and they told me she left that's fucked up she anit even call, I went back to the house and seen her car was gon I went upstairs and seen most of the kids stuff was gon. I rolled a blunt and smoked it then went to my mom's.

when I knocked on the door she opened it and she looked mad ass hell,she let me in an I sat on the couch and she sat on the other one.

"what's wrong with you"

"What you talkin bout"

"you know what im talkin about dj, how you gon leave her at the hospital with two kids an a new born she cant take care of them sitting in a hospital bed she probably had to call the nurse to do everything for her, how would you feel if you were in her shoes and he just left you with 3 kids to do God knows what , dj you need to man up your a dad now.

"I would try to fix it but I dont know where she at"

"well find out and till you fix this and she comes to this house and tell me everythings ok dont come back"

"what"

"you had a good girl and you let her go.... now get her back"

she said getting up and going somewhere.

man my own mom don't want nothin to do with me, I sighed and got up I need to clear my mind so I went to one of my hoes cici's house.