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despite yoongi's opinion, i decided to do it. my money was running out and i didn't want to reach out to my father. i also didn't want to burden yoongi.

so i signed a five year contract with sm entertainment and i was immediately sent to one of the upper floors to get pictures taken.

it was for a portfolio they would put together to offer it to companies who were looking for models. while i entered the studio, london was already there, getting pictures taken. the manager who was assigned to me quickly went to introduce us.

"london, meet our newest model lilliam."

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for some reason i have backstreet boys songs in my head right now. especially the one that goes "i want it that way". i have no fucking idea why this is happening to me. i was never a huge fan of their music when i was a kid.

i mean, their songs arent bad. i was just into spanish music. like my thing when i was a kid was complices al rescate. their songs were super lame, but i used to love them. sigh.

i had all their albums. and my sister and i would play that i was silvana and she was mariana. ahaha. 

-clary

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