Do I say I do?

Greed

Everyone is running around, screaming, and holding on for dear life.
There where gun shots, two went in my direction, but I was suddenly pushed over.
Then it's all stopped, I can hear the ambulance, this isn't a dream.
As I look down at my lap, no....this must be a dream....please god please...I couldn't speak, I was weak at the sight.
Luke was bleeding from his mouth, I looked down and saw two gun shots in his chest and leg.
In that moment, Ive lost all senses, especially sound.
Ive blocked everything out, as the thought of my husband, might be dead.
The ambulance come rushing in, Im getting pulled from my hands away, I scream at the sight, all I want to do, is be with him.
I don't know what to do, they wouldn't let me on the ambulance with him.
My life is falling apart, every little piece just crumbling away every second that ticks on the clock.

Its now 12:00 at night, I'm sitting next to his bed.
All the doctors can say is that there's a 50/50 chance he will make it.
The stupid man, why did he save me? What's the point in saving me if I cant be with him anymore.
The tears fall down my cheeks as I try so hard to not think about him even being dead.
I've tried to text Calum, still no reply.
If he cared he should have been there, in so upset with him.
How could he do this? I thought he was my friend? And yet I was lied to again.
I'm sick and tired of all these lies.
What is love, if love itself hurts you?
Whats is the point if it hurts?
Time is only descending away, regretting is all we ever do.
I loved and cared for Calum, and this is the thanks I get.
If I loose.... no... I can't think about that, there's not more time to waste.
I need to find out who that sun of a bitch is that hurt my luke.
And when I do, all hell will be paid.