Do I say I do?

Confused

What the man told me was, well lets say i get why he was upset, the poor man, how could Calum do such a thing?

"Calum, please tell me what he's saying isn't the truth?"

I gripped my chair hoping he'd say what i wanted to hear, as Cal spoke i felt a coldness feel the air, i never thought of this from him.

"I'm sorry Skyler, I Truly am, what i did was horrible i know, but i really wanted to be apart of the band, the boys meant everything to me, and the thought of them becoming a band with out me in it ruined me."

I laid my head in my palms, and cried.

"its. Fine, look I'm sorry for what he did to you, but please just take the money, i need him back now."

It took a while for the man to reply, until he got up and spoke,

"Okay."

He then took the money and walked over to Calum.

"I'm sorry Skyler, but Calum will no longer be here." 

Everything went into slow motion, i felt my heart thud like a drum, at this point i knew what had happen.

He pulled the trigger, and bang, i fell to floor.

It felt like my heart just stopped, 

"CALUM!!!" Iran over to him in hope he was okay.

"...Skyler.." I untied him from the chair and he fell to the floor.

"NO please don't leave me, I cant loose you too. Please Cal!"

My heart was falling to pieces watching Cal trying to talk, i could see the pain written all over his face.

The men had ran off with the money, I will never forgive them for what they did to my Calum.

"Skyler....Did you mean everything that you said?.."

I held his hand tight.

"Of cause i did you numpty, please just stay with me."

Calum looked into my eyes, i could tell what he wanted to do, and to be honest, i kind of wanted to too.

Calum put his hand on my cheek and wiped away my tears, he then whispered in my ear.

"I love you, Skyler Edwar-.

I cut him off with my lips, it was so wrong but felt so right.

We both pulled away from it and smiled, he winked and said,

"Don't tell Luke, but I've always liked you, I'm so sorry i couldn't be there at the wedding, and I'm so sorry about all the pain i put you through."

I squeezed his hand, "Don't be silly, you have nothing to say sorry for."

I could tell he was getting tired, i knew this was the end.

"Goodbye Skyler, Ill be watching over you, making sure Luke looks after you."

I started crying as his heart stopped beating, and oxygen stopped running through his blood.

I laid next to him for a while till the ambulance came, I wish it was me that got shot rather than him, it kind of feels like a pierce of my heart has gone.

I love Luke, I must see him, I've got a feeling he's going to be alright.