Love and Betrayal [COMPLETED]

Letter

After that, Julia told me that the eye doctor can arranged a surgery for her and she's able to see again. I was so happy to hear about it. Apparently, the doctor was one of the most top doctors around the world. Theo managed to use his sources and booked an appointment for Julia. And he bears all the expenses. 

Somehow, I feel like I'm relying on him too much

''Siz.... I need to give you one thing'', Julia hesitantly told me.

''Is there anything Julia?'', I replied while arranging the bedsheet. 

''Actually....'', she stops. She opens her handbag and takes out one envelope from inside.

''Mom.... She wrote this for you when she was in critical condition'',

''WHAT?'', I was shocked.

''And why the hell are you giving me this only now?', I was furious.

''Siz, sorry... I'm really sorry...'', she looked anxious.

''I don't know what mom wrote in this letter. What if she wrote something bad about you. I don't want you to get sad. I'm sorry siz... even though mom never scolds you for your sudden disappearance but.....'', Julia looked sad.

''Sorry Julia...'', I held her hand.

''Promise me siz... whatever the contents are.... please don't be sad OK?''

''Sure Julia'', I grab the letter.

After Julia sleep, I see the letter. I feel anxious. 

What if mom wrote that she hates me? what if she says that I'm the cause of her death? 

I can't bear it.

Since I couldn't sleep. I walked to downstairs. Theo is not back home yet. Recently, he looked very busy. I gather my strength to open the envelope but I stopped. I couldn't do it. I go back to my room and put the letter in my drawer. The next day, Julia was admitted to the hospital for her further eye treatment.

''I won't be around for few days. I don't want you to be alone in that house. Can you stay at Harvey's house for time being?'', Theo asked me.

''Ya. Hmm... you are going out?''

''No. I just got something to solve out here.''

I nodded.

After that, I stayed with mom and dad. They looked happy though. They also visited Julia in the hospital. 

My mind was restless. I was thinking about the letter. When I was walking alone, I met with Ryan who is with Naomi that time. I didn't meet him since Luke's incident last time. We both stared each other but I quickly turn my sight and walk forward. 

I don't know why but I couldn't meet his eyes. I sat alone at the park. I saw few families came there; parents are bringing their children and enjoying playing with them which reminded me of my biological parents.

Suddenly I felt cold on my arm and I get goosebumps.

''Shit!!'', I stood up.

''Language dear.... Language'', Ryan was on the bench I sat just now.

''RYAN?? What the hell are you doing??'', I asked him.

''Well.... You seemed like you were daydreaming. That's why I did some magic to wake you up'', he shrugged his shoulder.

I sat beside him exasperatedly.

''You are exaggerating'', he mocked me.

''No I'm not!'', I defend myself.