The Bad Boy BxB

Emotional Conflict (7)

Caleb

God, what a freak. Little weirdo. This fucking kid not only is, like, in love with my feet, he seriously has to steal one of my socks, too? I wonder what he wanted to do with it... Maybe... No. No. Just no! I am not going to go there. That's nasty. Ew. The little bitch had better not jack off inside my sock...

God, what is his interest with me? I can't really be that special. I mean, he's right! I can't even handle a little tickling... But don't you dare ever tell him I said that. I mean, I'm just so pathetic. I'm such weak little fuck. Why the hell would he like me, anymore? 

I mean, I was even too fucking scared to let him touch me, today. I didn't want to let him near me. It's only tickling. It isn't that big of a deal. But yet that fucking idiot... No. It's not his fault; it's mine. Or, my body's, at least. My bladder is too fucking weak, and he doesn't know any of my cues! I can't blame him for not knowing my limits... But he still shouldn't have done so much. He should have known. Oh, if only I could give him a taste of his own damn medicine. If only I could show him what it feels like to piss his pants in front of me. Oh, but he would so leak that video all over the internet if I did that... Fuck...

Oh, Morgan, I thought, why did it have to be this way? Why couldn't Aiken just have been normal, or at least why couldn't he have not blackmailed me? We could have had some real fun if he was interested, but now... Well, he's still having fun. But I can't say I enjoy pissing myself, let alone around someone like him! But... He kinda did seem into it before he noticed how awful it made me feel. And, I guess it's a good sign that he cares... But it's still so humiliating! I could barely even look at him, when he got here. That fucking sadist... Probably would have liked if I hadn't. Probably would have used that as an excuse to torture me, again...

What the hell is the matter with me? Why do I have to be so damn stupid, so damn weak, so damn Caleb? It wasn't fair... I've never done anything to deserve this. I just felt so damn disgusting. I felt filthy... This time, a shower couldn't help me (no matter how close it could have come). A shower couldn't wash away my memories, thoughts or feelings. A shower couldn't change who I am. It couldn't make me who I want to be or help me get what I want if I stayed the same. A shower couldn't solve anything... If only it could...

2w 3d (Su) May 20