You wanna know how I feel. Completely broken. As if my world got crushed. As if my life had stopped. Everything around my life has been affected. I haven't vlogged today, I haven't posted on insta of twitter. I have thousands of snapchats to answer. Everything is put on hold because of the situation at hand. As I laid in my bed waiting for my ice cream from Jake I opened my phone and went to my Twitter and tweeted.
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I started immediately getting comments asking what I meant. I ignored them and then tweeted:
"Inactive for now."
"Hey Tessa. I got your favorite! Peppermint chocolate chip!" Jake said while walking in with a tub of ice cream and 2 spoons.
"Awe thanks Jake!!"I siad. He sat on my bed and turned on tv to Netflix and he picked "How the Grinch Stole Christmas." It's his favorite!
"How many times have we watched this movie together Jake?" I laughed.
"Uhhhhhh...... I believe about a billion times!! It's kind of our movie I guess." He said. Handing me my spoon.
"It should be! We've seen it so many times we know every word!" We laughed together and starting eating our ice cream while we watch the Grinch.
*text*
L: Baby, I know I messed up, and you will never forgive me, but I want you to know that, I love you. I'm so sorry. I never meant to hurt you! It was an accident! 🤦🏼♂️🙍🏼♂️
I stared at my phone. I felt like I got hit by a bunch of bricks.
"Tessa. Don't answer him. He doesn't deserve your time." He said. Jake has always been there for me. Every time I would be sad or accomplish something he would be there to either help me out or cheer me on! He is such a great friend!!
"Thanks Jake, I'm not going to." He Held my hand (as in a friend I love you way) as we watched the Grinch. My phone vibrated and I pulled it out of my pocket and looked at it.
L: I know you hate me at the moment, but I have something to confess. I was going to propose on our anniversary.
I was shook. At my breaking point. Ready for the world to take me out. Seconds later I got a texts nd it was a picture of a ring.
L:
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My mouth dropped and I gave my phone to Jake and released his hand and put my head in my hands and began to cry. As if my day could get any worse.
