Justin Bieber Imagines 1//Completed

Chapter 29: I miss you

Justin's P.O.V.

It's been 2 years since I've seen y/n

Her wavy (color) hair and her beautiful smile

I've never craved for someone as much as I've craved for y/n

I needed her, I wanted her, I love her

The day she left I didn't think anything of it

She was least of my concerns

I was almost excited for her to leave

Until today. The anniversary of the day she left

December 1st.

I never thought I'd come to this point

I was fine when she left

I partied hard

Kissed as many girls as I could

Took so many of girls virginity

I fucked a lot of em

But I never held a girl in my arms as I did to y/n

I never kissed a girl with deep passion that I did to y/n

I only used them

I never used y/n

Not once.

The only reason why I wanted y/n to leave was because of reality

She reminds me of reality

She didn't want me to stay out late or talking to models alone

I thought she was being a bitch

She wasn't

She was trying to protect me.

From myself.

I've became everything she told me not to do

At first it felt good

I loved the feeling to be free

But y/n kept me grounded from going to far

And I pushed her away

But at this moment I want to hold her

I want to kiss her

I want to apologize

I want to fight for her

But I can't

I'm far to late to do that

I slam my back against the wall of my room and began to sob

Something I've never done

I cried mumbling her name

The one I've never dared to say

"I'm so sorry"

I cried as if she was here

I wish she was

But I'm to late

She'll never love me

Your P.O.V.

today was the day I've left Justin

I never knew that I would still miss him as much as I do

But remembering him screaming at me to leave

Only brought pain

I've done everything I could to protect him

To keep him from turning to a complete lunatic

But he never listened

But I still love him

I know he's innocent

But he's not the same Justin I Would know

I haven't been with anyone since I've left him

I'm to scared to deal with responsibility

I miss him though

I miss his freaking adorable laugh

I miss the way he smiled when I kissed him unexpectedly

I miss the way he said "I love you y/n, so much that a rocket scientist couldn't figure out how deep I feel."

"Only for me?" You.

"Forever." He said.

A tear escaped down my cheek but I quickly wiped it away

Something Justin always would do

I shouldn't cry about him

Not now not ever

I can't do that

He hurt me

I left him

Why can't I just move on?!

"Because your first love will always be the special kind." Your mother told you.

Suddenly you free your tears as they fall down your cheeks

I began mumbling his name

Something I've dared to never say

Thoughts of Justin comes to me

Maybe he dose not care about me anymore

Maybe he's already with a new girl

Maybe he's doing drugs

Whatever the 'maybes' are

All I know is he Doesn't care and he never will

All I know is he doesn't remember me