Justin Bieber Imagines 1//Completed

Chapter 34: depressing

Might be triggering. Maybe or maybe not but please no hate I tried!

The blade cuts down my wrists

I love the pain, the blood

It's addictive to watch

The river that flows down my arms is almost satisfying

My parents knock on the door but I ignore I slice once more

Drops of blood flow into the sink of water

This is what I deserve for being such an ugly freak

Pain.

I love it

It's almost like a pleasure

Reminders of no love

This is the reason why I enjoy this pain

No one will love me

Not even the bad boy Justin at my school

After he pushed me against the lockers of the high school and told me to kill myself I new my day has come

Maybe I should end it

I don't mind this mild pain right now

But will I mind it while I'm suffering?

If I just hung myself by a rope will I regret but realize it's to late?

I cry but feel no sadness

I don't even realize it's there

"No one will love me" I mumble over repeatedly

I rip more flesh apart causing me to scream a little

This is so sad because I can here my mother crying and my father banging on the door thanks for the steel wood no one can break in without a key

But what's more sad is The only person that would save me is Justin

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I awoke in a hospitable bed

Wires attached along my arms and a hand that sat in mine

Justin

His eyes are puffy and his hair is a mess

Couldn't believe my eyes I just stare at him with wide eyes

He's asleep soundly

I couldn't actually believe he was sitting here

He almost looked like a clay human figure masterpiece

I reach forward my skin stinging

Some type of band aid wrap was around my arms to stop the bleeding

To fight the urge through the pain I lean forward and poked his nose as he jerked awake

Almost scaring me I lean back

He looked around and drew his hand away rubbing his eyes

He stretched and took my hand in his again