Mr. Jealousy (bxb) -Completed-

CHAPTER 8

Adam POV;

I miss him so much. I've tried to forget him and accept Sam as my boyfriend when he confessed to me. But i still love Alex so much. He hurt me. I should hate him, forget him right. Why do i still love him? I don't understand. Why?

I am currently sitting in my living room with Sam holding me. He want to cheer me up so he picked animation movie Trolls for us to watch. But i can't concentrate and my mind is wandering on Alex's whereabouts. I've never saw him in campus. His group of friends was at the cafe he used to go with them, but he's not there. What if something happen to him? He lives alone. His parents rarely calls him. Worries about Alex is clouding my mind.

"Babe, you okay?" Sam asked, worried. "Babe?" He said again when i didn't respond.

"Huhh? What? Uhh.. yeah.. yeah i'm fine. Why?" I said lost. I hung my head and play with my finger because i can't bring myself to look at him. I feel guilty for using him to forget Alex. He don't deserve this. He is too kind and i know he really likes me.

"Hey baby, look at me." He said and placed his index finger on my chin to pull my head up and look at him. "What's wrong? Mind telling me? You made me worried. You don't like this movie?" He look at me with worried face. His voice is so soothing and kind. I throw my arms around his neck and burried my face on his neck. His body tensed and then he hug me back, caressing my back. He's being kind to me makes me feel more guilty. "Its okay if you're not ready to tell me. Let's go get you some rest." He try to pull me apart but i hug him tighter and he chuckle "Babe, you need to let go of me so i can walk you to your room"

"Don't wanna." My voice muffled on his neck and i feel him shiver from it.

"I have no choice then, lets go." He said while arranging my body so he can pick me up. "I love you" he whispered on our way to my room. I didn't say anything back because i can't. It will only hurt him more if i lie. We reach my room, open the door and go to my bed. He put me on my bed with me still clinging on him. "Babe, you know that you need to let go of me now don't you?"

"Stay, please." I beg. I hope with him here i won't think too much about Alex. He move me a bit so he can lay beside me. Then i let go of him and cuddle closer to him with my face still on his neck. He put his arm on my waist, pulling me closer and kiss my head. "Can you come with me to get my stuffs at Alex's house tomorrow?" I ask, because i'm afraid that i will forgive Alex if he beg and no one to stop me.

"Sure baby, anything for you."

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We arrived at Alex's house. My hand was trembling while trying to unlock the door, so Sam take the key and help me unlocking the door. After that i go straight to my room where i put my clothes and other things when i had moved here. I try to do it as fast as i can but my mind won't keep me from thinking of Alex.

"Let me go! Who are you?!" My head jerk to where his voice is coming from. Sam is grabbing Alex arm to prevent him from getting closer to me. Oh my god. What happened to him, he looks so skinny and miserable. "Adam, i missed you so much. Please forgive me honey. Please don't leave me anymore. It hurts so much. Please..." he beg while kneeling. My eyes begin to water and i quickly look away. Stay strong Adam, he's a possessive jerk. You don't want to go back there. Ignore him. Sam let go of him and come to me to help me pack my stuffs. "Don't ignore me Adam. Who is he? Talk to me, please.." he beg and explain to me about the kiss he had with Sarah and i know he's telling the truth. "I swear Adam, i love you and i've never cheat on you. I swear. You know how much i love you. I will never cheat. You know me too well to know that i'm not lying to you. Please honey, give me one more chance." I know, i know he loved me too much, i know he's not lying and that made my heart hurt so much knowing the whole story. I still love him. I love him but i don't want to be tied anymore. I want to be free to do anything i want, to have fun with my friends.

"There's no more chance Alex. This is my boyfriend. Remember Sam? He loves me and give me freedom to do what i want. He's not a possessive and selfish jerk like you! Just learn from your mistakes and don't do the same thing to your next boyfriend.. or girlfriend!" I said that and left him there. Sam is carrying my bag and follow me to his car. We put all my stuffs and get in the car.

"Have you taken everything with you? Nothing important left? I don't want you to come here again." Sam asked.

"Wait let me check." I wrote the list of what i need to take in my cellphone but i can't find it anywhere. "Ugghh.. i left my phone on the bed. Let me go get it." I turn to get off the car but he pull me back.

"No, i'll go." He offer and i shake my head.

"Sam, it's okay. He won't hurt me. Don't worry. I'll be super quick, promise." I look into his eyes to assure him that i'll be fine.

"Okay, 5 minute." He said and let me go. I mouthed promise to him when i walk to get in the house. As soon as i enter i saw Alex on my favourite couch lifeless. I rushed to his side and dropped to my knees. There's a bottle of sleeping pills in his hand and the pills scattered around him.

"No. No. Alex please baby no. Don't do this to me." I cry and shake his body so hard to wake him up. I panicked and don't know what to do, i just sit and cry there when i heard Sam calling my name. I jerk my head to him. "Sam, call for ambulance. Please." I begged him with tears streaming down my cheeks. I hear Sam talking on the phone and i reach for Alex's hand. "Please baby, i promise i won't leave you anymore. Just don't die, please." I hung my head and whisper, hoping he will survive. 10 minutes later, there are two paramedics rushing in and give emergency treatment then put him on a stretcher into the ambulance. I went to get into the ambulance but Sam pull me back saying that we will follow them by car. I don't have time to argue so i just follow him to his car.

*hi guys, i've decided to continue this story because there's someone who encouraged me to end it with happy ending (you know who you are😉). Feel free to comment, i read it all. I just don't know how to reply it. Btw, thank you so much for reading. Sorry for the wrong grammar or spelling. Lots of love.

I want to know whether you like Adam with Sam or Adam with Alex more. I do enjoy writing about Adam and Sam couple though.