Another boring day has come to an end. Life as a college student was too uneventful for my taste. Every day was the same and I was getting depressed because of it.
First, I wake up, d my morning necessities and went to the school which is about forty kilometers from my home. A long drive. Then I stayed at school until four o'clock and head back home. No visiting friends or going for an outing. I feel trapped in my own home. Sure I chat with my friends on facebook, but I miss doing something together with people. I use to go out to have a drink or go play board games in a coffee. Also, I played video games together with my friends, but now I do everything alone. I feel so alone.
At home, I went to my room and turned on the computer. Opening one of my favorite video games - Dragon Age. Playing took my mind away from the feeling of loneliness and I felt close to the characters in the game. I had a lover in the game, unlike the reality. One reason why I felt lonely is because my friends around me have someone to shear there lives with, a boyfriend or a girlfriend or even someone more binding. And I have had no one like that.
But on the other hand, I feel good about it in a way. Some of the girls I know act like whores and sleep with a lot of men. I still got my cherry and I am proud that I have not answered to the advances of men who only look for a great fuck. I have been interested in some but when I turned my back they slept with someone more willing to explore sexuality in an early relationship.
My parents have sometimes been worried that I would never get a husband if I waste most of my time playing. I told them once, "I don't need those 3D men if 2D men are more handsome." I was laughing at there expression. Ther eyes were bugged out and mouths hanging a pit.
Back to talking about Dragon Age, I felt at ease in that world, tho I hoped Duncan and Cailan hadn't died. A lot of pain and suffering would have been prevented. I sometimes find myself wishing I was there to prevent some of the things happening or to warn them of the danger. I also wanted to punch some people or slap them, because they were total idiots, like Anora or her father. I almost punched my monitor when I first played Origins.
I finished playing and went to bed, I had school tomorrow so I wanted to get at least few hours of sleep.
Morning came and I had to get up, with I didn't enjoy. I preferred to stay in bed and read for an hour and then do something productive. School was the same as ever, I did what I had to do until the end of the school day. I walked to the town center and waited for my brother to finish work and take me home. I had an hour to kill, so I went to an art gallery to see a new expedition which I had yet to be seen. As I was walking across the street I heard a car speeding but I didn't pay attention to where the sound came from. But the next thing I saw was world flying by or was it me flaying. But either way, I felt immense pain and heard cries all around me. Then I blacked out.
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Stuck in another world
FanfictionA girl from our world somehow ends up in Ferelden. She tries to help out and save some people. What kind of life would she lead and how will she get back to her old life, if she wanted to. Will she find love or will she be broken and scared?