Chapter 1

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Another boring day has come to an end. Life as a college student was too uneventful for my taste. Every day was the same and I was getting depressed because of it.

First, I wake up, d my morning necessities and went to the school which is about forty kilometers from my home. A long drive. Then I stayed at school until four o'clock and head back home. No visiting friends or going for an outing. I feel trapped in my own home. Sure I chat with my friends on facebook, but I miss doing something together with people. I use to go out to have a drink or go play board games in a coffee. Also, I played video games together with my friends, but now I do everything alone. I feel so alone.

At home, I went to my room and turned on the computer. Opening one of my favorite video games - Dragon Age. Playing took my mind away from the feeling of loneliness and I felt close to the characters in the game. I had a lover in the game, unlike the reality. One reason why I felt lonely is because my friends around me have someone to shear there lives with, a boyfriend or a girlfriend or even someone more binding. And I have had no one like that.

But on the other hand, I feel good about it in a way. Some of the girls I know act like whores and sleep with a lot of men. I still got my cherry and I am proud that I have not answered to the advances of men who only look for a great fuck. I have been interested in some but when I turned my back they slept with someone more willing to explore sexuality in an early relationship.

My parents have sometimes been worried that I would never get a husband if I waste most of my time playing. I told them once, "I don't need those 3D men if 2D men are more handsome." I was laughing at there expression. Ther eyes were bugged out and mouths hanging a pit.

Back to talking about Dragon Age, I felt at ease in that world, tho I hoped Duncan and Cailan hadn't died. A lot of pain and suffering would have been prevented. I sometimes find myself wishing I was there to prevent some of the things happening or to warn them of the danger. I also wanted to punch some people or slap them, because they were total idiots, like Anora or her father. I almost punched my monitor when I first played Origins.

I finished playing and went to bed, I had school tomorrow so I wanted to get at least few hours of sleep.

Morning came and I had to get up, with I didn't enjoy. I preferred to stay in bed and read for an hour and then do something productive. School was the same as ever, I did what I had to do until the end of the school day. I walked to the town center and waited for my brother to finish work and take me home. I had an hour to kill, so I went to an art gallery to see a new expedition which I had yet to be seen. As I was walking across the street I heard a car speeding but I didn't pay attention to where the sound came from. But the next thing I saw was world flying by or was it me flaying. But either way, I felt immense pain and heard cries all around me. Then I blacked out. 

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