Dear Cali
You called me today.
It was so amazing to hear your voice. I only wish it was happy.
But it wasn’t. It was shaky, and full of sniffles, I knew you’d been crying. I wanted so badly not to be the cause of those tears, but I knew better.
I asked you why you’d been crying… And really, I wish I hadn’t. “Why don’t you tell me, Mr Luke Hemmings of 5 Seconds of summer?” You said.
I don’t know how, or why… But I had this feeling in my gut, like this big empty pit of sadness… It hurt in my head and my heart and my chest. It hurt everywhere.
I was so sorry.
I’ll only ever be sorry Cali. I never wanted you to find out this way.
Ps. I hope this doesn’t change anything. I want to know you Cali.
Love,
Luke xo
