Dear Luke
I went out today. I was scared to. I didn't want to do something bad that I knew I infact didn't want to do.
I've run out of words.
It's been one month and I haven't heard from you. I know you've heard me though, and I know you don't fucking care. I do.
I've seen you on tv, you look so happy. You never really looked that happy with me Luke. I'm sorry.
In the little time we had together, I never knew you. I never tried. I'm trying so hard now but it's all for fucking nothing.
I'm sick of this bullshit. I've been sick of it for so long.
I'm glad you're ok. I'm glad that I'm glad you're okay.
Okay, Cali xx
