The New Student |A Chris Brown story|

Chapter 33

Aman's POV
I don't know how I got  where I am right now. One second, we ACTUALLY did go to try and watch a movie. Trey got bored, chris had his head in his hands and I sat there watching.

SOMEHOW, we ended up on the other side of town.. up in the hills.. at a mansion party.. high and/or drunk.

Chris was still being depressed. He sat on the couch looking at the ground with a bottle of henny in his hands and Trey and I danced.

I didn't smoke, nor drink except for the one t...

But trey had me share a joint with him. Talking about

"It's our last night together let's have fun"

This party is fun don't get me wrong but I just wish chris was in on it as well.

Trey: "you know Ima miss you."

Me: "trey don't make me cry"

He shrugged and went after this Mexican girl. I was about to turn around to sit next to chris. Only to feel these big ol' warm familiar feeling hands grab my waist pretty roughly.

I looked down and recognized that skull tattoo. Chris.

I placed my hand on top of his and smiled. He immediately pressed his body against my back and kissed my neck. We stood like this for a few minutes. By now he had his head resting on my shoulder.

Once I heard sniffling over the loud music... I loosened his grip and turned so that we were face to face.

His eyes were red, water was streaming down his face. My heart shattered.

Chris:"do you have to go?"

Nothing came out of his mouth but I read his lips.

Me: "oh chris!"

I immediately pulled him into a tight hug.

And well, here I am, sitting outside with Chris still crying leaning on my shoulder. The three of us ended up on top of some hill in Hollywood. Chris was wasted, Trey and I were ok.

Trey: "let it all out boy. Nows the time." *rubs chris' back*

Chris: "I love you so much.."
"I don't know what I'm going to do without you"
"I don't even have anyone anymore... only trey. He's a real one."
"I'll never love anyone as much as I love you." *says through sniffles and tears in an inaudible voice*

I looked at trey with tears in my eyes. He had some of his own forming. But quickly wiped them and motioned for me to do the same.

Me: "I love you too-"

Chris:"nobody understands what I'm going through... lets go home. I- I need some time."

Me: "chris-"

Chris: "no. Sitting here crying is only going to make it harder for the both of us. It's time to man up and let go I guess."

He let go of my hand, pushed our hands off of his back, leaned off of me and stumbled to get up and get to the car.

Trey got up and helped me up... hugging me he whispered.

Trey: "don't worry it'll work itself out. Once you move he'll realize it isn't that bad. Y'all will talk and hang out again. Just come through and I know he'll come over there. If he doesn't Ima drag him over there. Just stay strong Aman."

He let go and smiled, we walked back to the car and had a silent drive home. Chris stared out the window the whole time.

At the house, chris stumbled and stuttered up the stairs , slammed the door and locked it.

Trey rubbed my back saying that it's ok. To give him a second alone to calm down.

I turned and hugged trey and began to cry.

Trey: "It's ok baby girl"

Me: "leaving Isn't easy but he ain't making it any easier."

Trey: "he just doesn't know how to deal with it. I told you he'll be ok. Don't cry please.

Trey: "come onnn..
Today's supposed to be a happy day. We graduated for God's sake and-"

Trey was cut off and both of our attention diverted to upstairs where we heard chris screaming.

We sprinted up the stairs. Trey picked the lock and there we saw chris screaming into his pillow crying.

I quickly wiped my own tears and ran over to him.

Me: "CHRIS CHRIS."

I pulled him up and gave him a bear hug, rocking him back and fourth as he cried into my chest.

I looked at trey and he left As he closed the door.

"Please don't leave me.." "please"

He kept repeating that as he continued to sob.

I rubbed his back...
Me: "chris if it was my choice I'd stay here with you. I really have no choice. But listen. When I get there you can obviously come whenever , I'll come all the time .. and obviously we'll talk and text all the time. I know it's not the same but one day we'll he together again."

Chris :"please..."

Me: "chris I love you and only you... that's not gonna change...."

He let his heart out for about 20 minutes, until I laid him down. He wanted me to lay with him of course, I did so.

Hugging him, we stayed like this in silence all night. Chris' face was swollen and red/ wet from crying so much..today really is my last day....

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Sigh, last chapter coming soon. Ignore any mistakes I typed this quick so I could update for y'all. ❤️