i will touch (i touched) your neck with fingers
and nails painted red as cherries split,
(yes, ruby cherries in the spring.)
to catch your nape with a cold (warm) mouth
(but i didn't — i couldn't linger long, love)
it will certainly — we won't be — the same
(but we were, all the same).
you didn't know if i would be me
(but i was as a bubble of your girl's laughter)
and i didn't know if it would be you
in front of my newsameyoung flesh
(but it was you as always you've been)
— we won't hold hands — you'd said —
but i found your fingers meshed and mine
in your leather pocket any way.
and how you murmured you'd miss me
even with my breathing body right there —
with the breeze picking up and speckles
of rain in the christmas lights —
do you still miss me now that i'm right here?(07/12/2017)
YOU ARE READING
Have you seen the Lost Boys?
Poetryharking back to an earlier poem of mine: poor wendy -- all the heroines get left behind. but she was a darling after all. yes, i very much have tears in my eyes. and it shall be hard to see, and sometimes i won't want to, but i will go on looking an...