i try to see the ascension in reverse
of their watery thighs splayed skyward —
the roses that climbed my ardis home
grew for you and me one year when
they had long been dead; yet you killed
me anyway with a hand outstretched —the roses were beautifully blood red
on the old granite; their thicket of thorns
laced the walls which had watched over
me since i was small. and they knew
how i would come when i was called
all ways —
even though it was long ago
that nana's bark softly died out.and now this season stretches out
before us in sunshine and my lilies have bloomed
but their whiteness was a lie since
the funeral pyre that was mine all over:
my love doomed — crossed — crossed out
and no ceiling, no bedsheet, no closed eye
could ever blot it out.(10/05/2018)
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Have you seen the Lost Boys?
Poetryharking back to an earlier poem of mine: poor wendy -- all the heroines get left behind. but she was a darling after all. yes, i very much have tears in my eyes. and it shall be hard to see, and sometimes i won't want to, but i will go on looking an...