Why?

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I wake up, To see Dan isn't there, I jumped up off the bed, went over to the washroom, Nothing. I look in Dan's room, Nothing. I finally walk out to the living room to see Dan sitting there watching Cake Boss, 

"Morning" he said looking at me and smiling, I smile back at him, 

"Morning, When did you get up?" 

"About 10 minutes ago." He said not taking his eyes off of the T.V, I look at his wrists, Nothing new. Only the bandaged ones from this earlier. I walk up and sit down beside him, Putting my arm around him and laying my head on his shoulder. He smiled, Planted a kiss on the top of my head and laid his cheek down on my head. I smile and start paying attention to the T.V. 

"All the cakes are making me hungry, Do you want anything?'' 

"No thanks" He said looking at me, 

"Dan, You like, Never eat. I think you should eat something.''

"No thank you." Dan said sternly,

"Alright." I said simply and walked towards the kitchen, Thinking about how much I sounded like my mum a few years ago, I never told Dan, Because I knew how it would end up, I did everything he does.. I knew I had to stop but I couldn't, I do it when Dan is either sleeping or busy, I can never tell him though. Never. 

"Phil? Are you alright?" Dan asked me, Sounding a bit worried, I realize i'm sitting on the floor with my knees up to my chest with my head buried in my hands, I stand up and look him in the eyes, 

"Yea, I'm fine."

"You're lying."

"No i'm not" 

"Yes, you are. I know when you're lying. Your nose twitches a bit. And you were doing just that when you said you were fine. Tell me whats wrong." 

"Dan, It's nothing. Don't worry about it. 

"Tell me."

"Fine. Im pregnant."

"Phil! Tell me the truth!" Dan said trying not to laugh

"It's fine Dan, Really. Don't worry about it." 

"Fine." He said finally, He turned around and started to walk away when suddenly he turned around, Grabbed my arm, And pulled up my sleeve. Revealing my scars. I bowed my head, Trying not to let my tears fall, But they did. One tear fell from my cheek and rolled down my arm, stopping at my wrist, Dan saw it and knew, He lifted up my chin and said, 

"Why?" He looked into my eyes, I could see tears welling up in his eyes, He wiped them away, Doing the same to mine, He ran his hand up my arm and couldn't contain them any longer. A tear fell from his eye and he asked again, 

"Phil, Why?"

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A/N; CLIFF HANGER! (Please don't throw things at me!) I'LL UPDATE TOMORROWWWW!!! THANK YOU FOR READING. I LOVE YEEWWWWWWWW~Sydney<3

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