Journal Entry's

April 8th,2017

Day 5,

Today was a pretty fun day. Since it was Saturday. We don't have an hour of school, or that much group work. It was almost a lot of play time. Breakfast, playtime, lunch, play time, movies, play time, dinner, playtime, playtime, snack, and now in our rooms. I think that we had group thing after breakfast. My mom came to visit at 1:30 PM. At first I didn't like it, cause the way she was talking about how she has never harmed herself and how she grew up to become strong and never done something like the things that I've done. I continuously felt like getting up and just exiting the room. But something kept telling me not too. So, I just stayed. And it got better. I'm happy I stayed.

I don't know what's going on. All I know is that Chris likes me. I should've figured that out by now. The way he looks at me. and how he acts. And he's always reaching out to touch me. The other day, I put my arms folded one on too of the other on the table and rested my chin on it. I asked him if he was okay, cause he was sitting right in front of me. And he wasn't looking so good. And he just looked at me. Then he got closer, and I was like "what?". And he said, "Your eyes... They're beautiful." and all I did was bury my face in my hair.

Today I was sitting next to him. And I put my leg on top of his cause I felt comfortable around him. And he put his arm under tw table and just squished my leg. I was weirder out but I let it pass. Then he was staring at me and I just felt like blushing. So I hid my face. He was touching my arm so I pulled back. Then he tried to tickle me, but I also pulled back. He said, "I like you. I like everything about you that makes you, you." I got up and walked away.

Then after a while, I walked back and sat down, and just left him again, cause he said ,"You're a treasure." and something else that I didn't hear cause I walked away.

I'm going to stop for now, cause I'm going to go to sleep now. Good night.

PS. A new girl arrived, Isabella and Alexandra.