It Started With a Fight (Blackstar x Reader)

Chapter 38: Far Away

This will be Blackstar's Point-of-View,okay ? :3

~SymmetryPrincess_88

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I just closed my eyes,ready to sleep as the song played. But my mind gave off some amv-like flashbacks in every sentence the song said.

"This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait ?"

"Is this the best time to tell her…?" I thought as I secretly glanced at her. I just mentally sighed. "Well,it's now or never…" I added as I opened my mouth. But (y/n) got first,so I just closed my mouth."Hey Blackstar…" (y/n) sat up,before fixing her hair and looking at me. I looked at her,still laying on the ground. "Yep ?" I asked. "Can you promise me one thing ?" She asked back. I sat up then ruffled my hair. "Sure." I shrugged. (y/n) sighed. "Promise me you won't leave me behind… Whatever happens… Okay ?" She looked at me. I just sighed also. "Look,I don't know why you're talking about me leaving you behind… But…" I smiled,giving her a thumb up.

"I promise."

"Just one chance,
Just one breath,
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know…"

"Hey… I know you can hear me…" I scratched my head. "So I just want to let you know…" I sighed,looking away as guilt rushed back to my whole body. "I'm sorry. I never meant to call you those. I know it made you feel sad…" I frowned,remembering the stare of sadness she made when I called her a killer. "So please,wake up.. I'm waiting for your answer..." I sighed,then sat beside her

"That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore"

"Hey ! I said wake up,damn it !" I yelled,poking harder. I still remember that sleepover morning in Kid's house,where I poked her to wake her up and she punched me in the face. Tsubaki laid a hand on my shoulder. "Stop it,Blackstar… You heard doctor Stein… We can't do anything but to wait.." Tsubaki sighed. "Wait ? For what ? For her to die without me even having the chance to say sorry to her ? I can't let that !" Before I even knew it,I slowly broke down,sniffing as I tried to wipe my tears away with my hands. I looked down as my own tears dropped on my lap.

"On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance"

"You're gonna dance with me without music ? You really are an idiot,huh ?" (y/n) rolled her eyes. I just laughed. "Who said we don't have music ?" I pulled out my phone,plugging earphones and putting one in her ear. Then I wore the other in mine.

"Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know…"

"(y/n)… Stay awake… Please !" I pleaded as I tried picking her up. She can't die… I can't let her ! She slightly frowned,a tear rolling from her eye as she used the last of her remaining energy to try and reach my face.

"W-where's… Your promise…?"

"That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore…"

(y/n) turned and adjusted herself,making her lean against the tree and stretch. She stretched her legs out,looking at how dirty she is. 18 paintballs got her,and it almost soaked her torso. I was the same,but my face had a lot. And when I say a lot. It is really a lot. I just grinned,setting the paintball gun down. "I won't give up. I'll see that smile clearly. Then I'll be the first to do that,as your god." I glanced at her. She just raised an eyebrow. "Let me see you try." She smirked. I grinned confidently,putting a hand behind my head,then raising the other high,pointing at the sky. "I swear,I will." I said with a smile. "And I'll also make you fall in love."

"So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long"

"I shouldn't have trusted your words ! You're a killer !" I stood up then took a step back. Her eyes shot wide,staring at me with sadness seen in her eyes.

"But you know, you know, you know…

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say…"

"So please,wake up… I'm waiting for your answer…" I sighed.

"That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long.."

"I understand,even me myself would get shocked if I was in your place." (y/n) said with a bright smile in her face. (A/n: This part is just Blackstar's imagination of the scene after reader-chan wakes. XD)

"So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go…"

The song finally ended. I slightly smiled as I remembered some of the happy memories,but frowned at the sad ones.

"You're really a heck of a girl,huh ?" I commented with a slight laugh. "No one ever made me feel this way. None until you came."

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Woah. That's a reeeeeally long chappy O_o anyways,next chapter will be the last one before the epilogue (ending) ! (Not sure though. Depends on the length.) Stay tuned~! :D

~SymmetryPrincess_88