Dwindle

chapter 7

Fey came to school on monday.

She avoided me, and every one looked at her like she was a freak.

It was weird, she used to be so loved and every one was her friend. But suddenly, after I said those things, a rumour started going around.

The rumour was that she
Was never at school because she was always doing drugs, and that she was a prostitute.

It broke my heart that these false accusations were going around.

She kept her hood on in the halls.

She got pushed around, and all I did was watch.

I loved her, yet I was the one who destroyed her.

I tried to talk to her, but she wouldn't even acknowledge my existence, and I didn't blame her.

One day, I saw her talking to a boy named jacksper, he was a quiet kid who got bullied a lot.

He was the only kid she would talk to anymore.

But one day he sat me down, and told me everything I had done to the girl who used to be the optimist and kindest person ever.

He said she was using drugs again, they helped her relieve the pain I caused, he told me she had told him that she harms herself, he said that she still loved me.

And that's the reason she kept avoiding me, and why I had caused her so much pain.

I can't believe I did this.

Left so much damage in my wake.

The next day, I was told jacksper moved away.

And Fey was left with no one.

I still tried to reach her, but failed immensely; its my fault she built these walls.

Its so odd to see how little douchebag mistakes can destroy someone so easily.

Its my fault.

Its all my fault.

If only I could have said sorry one last time.