I'm a loser, you're a dork. (Richie Tozier x reader)

The news that ruins.

   I wake up on the couch, remembering the day before when Richie had come over, and I agreed to be with him.
   My mouth opens in shock as I sit up quickly. "Oh god oh god oh god, what the fuck is wrong with me." I say as I freak out, remembering Eddie.
   "Hey, are you ok?" Richie says waking up, and wrapping his arms around me.
   "Richie, what about Eddie?" I say worried.
   "Hey didn't Eddie and I agree you could choose? All we have to do is tell him and hope for the best." He says rubbing circles on my back.
   "The thing is, I'm expecting way worse, what if he hates me? What if he hates you? What if he's devastated?" I say, my breathing quickening.
   "Calm down babe, we'll go together, I'll be there the whole time." He says as he slowly leans in, putting his plump lips on mine. With Richie, it felt real, sweet, and not forced and in the moment. He pulls away slowly, I let the feeling linger as my heart beats in my chest. "I've missed your taste."
   I feel heat rush to my cheeks as I take in the sentence. "Wowie ok then." I say as I stand up and start walking to the kitchen. I see Richie smirk and stand up starting to follow me.
   "So, wanna fell Eddie today, or are you gonna stall as long as possible?" Richie asks in a snarky tone.
   "I'm ready to do it right now, I just wanna get it over with." I say back hoping he'll agree to walking over there with me.
"Then lets do it. First, change, you've been wearing that shirt for 2 days straight." Richie says with a giggle, teasing me.
"Trust me I could go way longer." I say with a wink. I walk into my room and start searching for clothes in my drawer. I find a simple dress and decide to easily throw it on, not wanting to search for pants.
"Ok Richie I'm ready." I say walking out of my room. I walk in to see Richie, shirtless.
"I'm just changing my clothes, heh, like what you see?" He asks with a playful wink.
"You look like a literal pancake." I giggle to myself at his little tummy.
"Hey everyone loves pancakes." His eyebrows knit together in an offended way. He brakes character and slowly starts to giggle.
"Well I certainly love you, pancake." I tease him with the nickname.
"Don't call me pancake." He says with a giggle.
"I will you already know I will." I say teasing him some more, I walk over to him and wrap my arms around him. His face goes red and his breath hitches in his throat, but as always, he has a smart remark.
"You just wanted to feel me up." He says with a wink, then he puts on an extra T-shirt he brought.
"Oh shut up, you know you loved it." I say and smack his arm a little.
"You ready?"
"I guess I have to be"
I walk out the door, full of nerves. Richie notices I'm uncontrollable and grabs my hand.
I take in every minute of the walk, savoring the time before I break the news. Whenever you want something to never end, it always ends sooner, doesn't it?
Me and Richie stop on eddies door mat, hand in hand, and with news that could ruin friendships.
Richie looks at me, I nod at him. Then, he knocks on the door. I wait painfully for someone to open.
After a painful wait, the door slowly opens, revealing the timid, short boy I had grown to care about so much.
   "Y/n, Richie? You guys came here together?" Eddie asks worriedly with a hint of confusion.
   "Um, yes, we have something to tell you." I say. Eddies face immediately drops into an utterly devastated one, tears welling up in the corners of his eyes.
   "I think I already know." He says as the tears fall uncontrollably. "You should've have played with me like that y/n, it would've hurt less. I thought I actually had a chance, how stupid of me." He says mad at himself, me, and Richie.
   "Eddie, I'm so sorry." I say but I'm interrupted by Eddie.

  "Please, just don't, you hurt me too much, I gotta stay away from you."