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Now the disappointment in myself is back.
I feel like I suddenly don't deserve anything because... I'm just... not deserving.
I don't deserve any friends at all, it's like it's best sometimes if I don't. I just notice how much I'm so attach to them and it makes me realize how much I need friends... but don't actually deserve them or whatever.
I don't deserve the affection and love, I don't deserve the attention everybody else has but me. I'm just like a little ghost that it unseen and useless in life.
Idk.
I just suddenly feel that way.
*sighs*
I'm unlucky to the world.
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And I also feel like some people will just comment on this chapter just to show pity. Not like the other chapters I have written. I don't think anyone cares. I know they're probably busy but... I don't mind! It just weirds me out whenever I'm feeling down, that's the only time they tell me to not be?
