My Randomness Book 4!!!

So here's the thing...

I got back from school and published Rewrite Our Story.

And if no one really much likes it, or says anything about it, then I might as well just delete it.

I mean, who would like to know crap about Lake or her story???

And I already finished reading this book.

And guess what?

I got an A on both tests todayyyyy

*sighs*

as if anyone cares -.-

I feel unneeded again.

It's like my life doesn't even matter anymore.

It never has.

And it never will.

I mean,  just an idiot with weird dreams and imagination that no one understands or relates to.

I'm just a stupid jerk who has no idea what they're doing whatsoever.

Oh god

I'm still depressed

Or is it that my time of the month is almost coming.

I don't know. Please help me.

But still, if beauty is in the eye of the beholder... why is it that you guys are always telling me that my trash is not trash?

They're all trash to me.

And I never knew why I ever felt so proud of them before.

I can't take it though

I've faked too many smiles and laughs, I've tried so hard not to find a knife and cut myself.

Heck, I don't even know how Happiness with Romantic Love feels like anymore!

Probably none of you would say anything at all because you don't care.

Now my brother is trying to push me off the sidewalk and onto the road to get run over by a car.

I should probably just let him so he could see how it's really like.

It's a win win.