I'm done.
I'm just done.
No more drawings, no more trolls, no more...
...Lake.
I just don't think anything I do matters anymore.
Especially without her to keep me going.
I'm still gonna write True Colors though..
Just not... what I daily do.
I think I lost my motivation even...
So I might be doing something new or different...
I mean, no one supports me anymore so why should I keep doing it?
No one wants any more of Lake, or me, or anything I usually do.
It's just... useless.
I'm useless.
Heh, probably whenever it looks like I'm useless or weak, people start to have mercy or pettiness...
Well, guess what?
It's true.
People only care about people who makes it obvious to them that they're not okay.
Some people just keep their mouth shut when they're breaking and screaming inside so they just keep quiet so they won't hurt others and other people don't seem to notice it!
People barely ask "Are you okay? Are you hurt? Is something wrong? What's wrong? Is everything okay?"
And that's where people start to get things wrong. Without anyone asking that, obviously it seems like no one cares. That's why we need to speak up!
We can't just wait until someone gives up and says something and then the next day, they're gone...
That's not fair...
I'm one of those people who just wants to keep my mouth shut so people won't be harmed.
Have you guys noticed at all?
Especially to the people I talk to the most. Do they not see how I just want to let myself down because I'm not needed anymore?
Am I just... a puppet controlled by my own thoughts and won't say anything until someone controls me?
Someone who's so confident in themselves that they think everyone has self-confidence and equal, controlling me?
I have no self-confidence yet I am not perfect...
I'm just a selfish and careless puppet with only the chance to talk when I could.
I'm nothing compared to other people...
They're much better.
Therefore they deserve to live better...
Because they earned it.
And I... don't.
