I'd never thought it'd happen to me
I guess we all think it would be the other person.
I never expected myelf to give up
I never thought I'd give in.
But here I am,
In the one position I was trying to avoid.
The one thing I didn't want.
I broke down, and I didn't win.
It got to be too much
the stress was eating at me
bit by bit, piece by piece.
is it too much to ask, for a day to rest in peace?
How does he sit there,
just laid back and without a worry in the world?
How do I do that?
Make myself the picture of ease?
I snapped like a twig
Worrying,
That I do the best
but somehow, I couldn't take it.
I broke down,
I cried,
I fell apart
and from the looks of it?
I don't think I'll make it.
I don't think I'll be the great person I want to be.
I don't think I'll make it to my later years.
I don't think I'll be able to live up to it...
Why do they believe in me?
It's not like I did anything special.
It's not like I try.
Really I just want to be a kid.
I think I grew up too fast.
I think they made me work too hard.
I can't just mindlessly forget.
I have to stand up, sit straight, work hard, and late, and that I did.
So...
Why?
Why do you expect me to be perfect?
When I'm so far from it?
Why do you expect the most of me.
And when I fail
you ask why I did.
Is that all I'm supposed to expect from this?
to be bossed around?
Be constantly told what to do?
I want to be the boss.
I want own the world!
If I could...
I'd make you see
I'm more than you thought I was.
but at the same time...I'm just a simple little girl.
