I'm so dissapointed in you.
I know this is harsh.
but these are the things I could never say,
because it hurt you too much.
I'm dissapointed in you
because you're too young for love.
You don't know what it is
or how to tell the difference from desperation and the need to feel love.
I can't be myself with you
because you only care about yourself.
I can't prove to you
because you aren't alone.
you say I don't understand
and I never will
but try me,
because I can promise that I know more than you think.
Don't tell me I can't achieve my goals,
just because you're allowing your life to flow down the drain over one mistake.
A child you chose to make
with him,
the boy you claim to love but could really care less about.
you have no life.
you aren't going to shine bright.
you're going to let their judgement and words control you.
You aren't a friend.
You aren't a sister.
And you haven't been for a long time.
We've grown apart,
we've made our mistakes,
we've taken the road
we were meant to take.
you a mother,
I a scientist nanny who loves work and money.
I'm sorry honey,
we can't be each other's best anymore.
Because you haven't been the best when I needed you to be.
