Sandy's POV
I miss Goody. Maybe not our relationship but I miss him as a person. Although I'm always surrounded by people I feel lonely without him. This past month after we had the talk has just felt different. I feel like everyone's been mad at me lately and I don't know what I did. A part of me just wants to go back to being with Goody but I'm sure he'd want to deal with everything over again. Especially now since the show is coming out soon people are going to be shipping Steve and Madison more than ever and I just don't want him to have to go through all the hate again, but I just need to talk to him.
I reach for my phone and pause for a second thinking about whether or not I should actually go through with trying to talk to him, but after a brief moment of debating I press the message icon and pull up his contact.
Me:
You can ignore this if you want, I'll understand, but I just needed to let you know that I miss you.
I press send and turn off my phone giving myself time to prepare in case he texts back soon. I could see Mona walking over to me. She gives me a concerned look meaning that I must look as nervous as I feel.
"Hey, are you okay?"
"Tell me if this was a bad idea," I say pulling up the message and showing it to her.
She looks at it and I can't tell exactly what she's feeling. She hands me back my phone saying, "Can I be completely honest with you?"
"Of course. I'd hope that you're always honest with me."
"I think it was a bad idea," She says bluntly, "You're spending your time going after someone who left you when you have someone right in front of you who would love to be with you," She says hinting at the whole "Soe" situation.
I shake my head, "I just don't know what I feel for Joe. I also don't want to complicate what happens at work by starting a relationship. I miss being around Goody and I want to at least talk to him and be civil again."
Mona not knowing what else to say gets up and gives me a small smile before walking out of the room. And then I hear a ding.
Goody:
I miss you too.
