31st December 2016
1 year ago
Amelia
I sat watching TV, the light and sound dancing around the room. I was alone and I despised it. My parents were all the way over in The Caribbean on some big cruise they won in a contest and all my friends had something better to do.
I couldn't stand it, my fingers began to twitch in annoyance and Boredom.
I left my dark blue sofa, the impression of my body stayed there watching TV. I looked in the mirror before I left, brushing the curls out of my long, dark brown hair. I let the colour of my nude lipstick posses my lips, I stared at my reflection and it stared back.
Breathe in I'm beautiful breathe out
Breathe in I'm beautiful breathe out
Breathe in I'm beautiful breathe out
I carefully glide my eyeliner on and flick it up towards the white ceiling, it's swirls moving like a Van Gogh painting. I've lived here three weeks now, half of my stuff are still in boxes and I just can't find the time to organise them. They sat watching me with sadness, I've had some of same belongings since I was a baby, they've seen me grow up. They've seen me laugh, cry and scream into my pillow because of some now forgotten heart ache.
I walked outside locking the door behind me, keys cold in my hands as I placed them into the lock. I paced along the halls of my apartment, listening in to each of my neighbours party's. pop music blasting through half of the doors, the other half I assume have gone outside to celebrate.
I walk down the stairs, the sharp sudden clacking sound of my heels echoing against the stairwell.
I open the frigid metal door and I'm greeted by the sudden gush of ice cold wind.
I walk to the nearest bar, trying to avoid the broken glass bottles that peppered the floor and walk through the entrance of ' the olde star' I push my way through through the crowd of people to get to the bar. I sit down on the dark red seats, shuffling in place till I could sit comfortably and straight.
A girl with short black hair with a streak of red stood behind the bar. she had a snake bite Piercing on her dark brown lips. her brown eyes stared into my soul; and they were beautiful.
"So, what you want," her smooth voice asked
" just water please," I stuttered trying to maintain the least amount of eye contact as possible
"Coming right up," she quickly filled a crystal clear glass with water right to the brim without spilling any over the top.
As if she couldn't be more perfect.
"So what's you're name" I asked trying to continue the conversation
"My name is Nina, I've just begun working here last month, me and my sister moved from Georgia two years ago. What about you?"
" I'm Amelia, I grew up in England and moved here three weeks ago for a job offer and... that's about it really."
Out of nowhere an older man shouted to Nina from the other side of the bar about how 'you're not here to socialise'
And 'if it were up to me you would already be fired' so she just sighed and began to serve the other patrons.
I sipped my glass of water as I let the sound around me merge into a hum at the back of my mind. Young men and woman kissing and talking as the night carried on, exploring each other's bodies and minds as they moved closer to each other. It was as if the world outside this bar was irrelevant and all was chaotic yet still consequently calm. I let myself be one of them for a few seconds, I let everything fade out of existence and it was just me and a pleasant floating feeling.
It wasn't until I was interrupted by the overwhelming scent of a burger being eaten by a big man in his forty's did I snap back into reality. My stomach churning as the grease of the burger dripped down chin. I told myself that I didn't need this, that everything would be better now, that I'm better now.
I took a few deep breaths as I tried not to gag.
Breathe in breathe out
Breathe in breathe out
Breathe in
"Excuse me..."
It was the perfect girl from before smiling at me as she placed glass filled with a dark pink liquid in front of me. A tiny cherry was floating in the drink clinging to the side of the glass. Bubbles slowly racing to the top and popping as it reaches the surface. It smelled sweet like I was running field full of fresh fruit.
"I didn't-"
"Oh, I know. It's from the hunk over there in the leather jacket," she whispered pointing towards someone
"Where?"
"Behind the bald guy in the flannel shirt."
By the time I managed to tell who she was pointing towards he already began walking out the door leaving only the stares of the other revellers in the bar as he left.
I tried to get out my seat when Suddenly, a group of people began to count down
"12"
"11"
The whole bar joined in.
"10"
"9"
"8"
"7"
Buzz buzz
"6"
"5"
I get my phone out of my handbag. Whilst trying to navigate through the crowd.
"4"
"3"
"2"
UNKNOWN
You look beautiful
"1"
"Happy New Year!"
I raced out of the bar and pushed a few people out the war as I slipped out the door but he was already lost in the crowd of people outside as they were cheering and celebrating. The cold air pieced through my skin and settled in my bones, I began shaking as I walked back to my apartment.
This time I was fine with being alone.
Breathe out
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