Fugitive | seulyong

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"It hurts to know that you will never look at me the way I look at you."

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how are ya'll holding up the feels after MAMA? Sorry I can't seem to move on from that lmao. Anyways, I filmed my reaction when they performed and my reaction—I guess you could put me in the zoo. Lol.

Anyways, I've been thinking to rewrite or bring back my line of action seulyong fics, shattered and frostbyte. And also make a seulyong version of my kaisoo fanfic, RUN? It's about undercover work though but I loved the story line. It was a successful kaisoo ff but then I realized a lot of holes so I rewrote it again (deleted it) but I didn't upload everything so I thought that maybe I could convert it into a seulyong one? Still debating but it's very possible.

I'm also currently writing a suspense nctvelvet ff. it's still drowning in my drafts and it's called, Haze.

Big sorry to everyone who waited for this or any of my seulyong updates, my laptop's hard disk was a bitch and died and all of my drafts are there so I have to write again and remember. Bare with me if my narration is kind of, off?

13k reads is a surreal reality. Fugitive, run and the last fight are my proud works. THANK YOU DEAR READER. *gives you my bloody heart*

Okay so let's get this chapter started shall we? I dunno if you're going to like this. Edits on the way! + so many seulyong ffs I could find wow fam!

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Seulgi didn't know what she's done. She's not aware of everything she did; pulling the fugitive close and crashing her lips desperately like she's deprived of all the rights.

What was she even thinking?

What does she really want?

For him to stop? For him to wrap his arms around her and tell her that everything is just an illusion? Or for her to realize that all at once it is already falling apart?

Empty. That was what the back of seulgi's head was screaming, You're only forcing yourself.

The tear that ran down her cheeks felt stinging. It only confuses her, what are you really feeling Seul?

From the moment that Lee Taeyong felt her lips, everything became clear. The haze in his mind just disappeared like he always prayed. There, all he's been thinking and even the doubts straightened up. He's only making it worse. His decision is final. When it all dawned on him, he harshly grabbed her cheeks and pulled away like he's meant to show her the punitive truth.

"Yong—" He can hear her call out. The riot that they were in felt like a blur in seconds as he glanced at her tear stained face, her sad eyes almost fooling him.

Taeyong knew what to do and it had to be done.

He bent before her and grabbed her chin, still no signs of gentleness and care. It's like his eyes' depths are already extracting out her smile, her touch and all of the memories. He wanted to save her after the mess of a longing love but now, he could tell that it's different.