Craving the impossible. | Kim Namjoon FF|

Chapter 14.- The Fan Signing Pt3

*Your POV*
The first one that signed my album was Jin.
"Hi" he said gently.
"Hey.."
"What's your name?" He smiled
"Y/N" i smiled back
"Did you like the concert?" He asked you
"Yea it was more than AMAZING!.."
"Do you love music that much?" Jin replied smiling
"SURE WHO DOESN'T" i said enthusiastically.
"Yea you're right,Nice to meet you.  Y/N" Jin said and gave me high five.
"Same.. bye." I returned the high five.
He waved at me and passed the album to Suga.
"Hi Suga." I smiled at him.
"Hi.. What's your name?" He asked me.
"You heard it i guess.. but Y/N." I chuckled
"Yea i heard it but I cannot start a convo" he smiled.
"Aww so cute." I said cutely and he blankly looked at me making me laugh like a lunatic.
"Okay okay sorry" i said and put my hands up in defence.
He passed the album to V.
I was about to go to V but Suga held my wrists stopping me.
"Yes?" I asked him
"What's your friend's name?" He asked shyly and from the way he asked i can say that he is hesitant to ask but did it anyways.
"Why do you like her?" I winked at him and smirked.
"Aish!" He rolled his eyes.
I laughed.. "her name is Sam and btw you are her bias." I winked again.
He looked at me shocked.
"Bye Suga." I said but i guess he didn't listen to me.
I laughed and then talked to V.
"V!" I said excitedly
"HAAAAAAI!" He replied with the same excitement and that's when when we both knew we will be best friends.
We laughed at our weird excitement together then he signed the album and wrote his no. For me.
"We have to be best friends!! You are fun! Call me ha.." V said to me with so much energy and with his cute smile.
"YES SIR!" I said pretending i was saluting a cop.
We both are weird and we loved that.
"Bye V" i waved.
He passed the album to Jimin and waved back.. "i will wait for your call!" He whispered to me.
"Okay." I whispered back.
"Aish both of you stop you sound like retards." Jimin said to both of us making us laugh.
Then i noticed a weird movement that made me look in the rest of the members way..
I saw that Namjoon was exchanging places with Jungkook making himself the last member i talk to.
I shrugged it off and turned to Jimin.
"Hello Chimchim.." i said with a bright smile.
"Hi" he replied back giving me an eye smile. "So what did you like the most about the concert?"
"I liked the part when you let the fans chose the song it's really fun!"
"Yes right it was my favourite too.!"
We both said with high pitched voice making the members look our way.
But we didn't care we laughed at our excitement.
He passed the album to Jhope and waved at me.. "nice to meet you sexy." He winked at me..
"Ooh.. you too love." I winked back.
Namjoon hit his hand on the table making a loud thud
"JIMIN NO FLIRTING!" Namjoon said with much anger making my heart beats fast.
I looked at him with so much love and admiration.. but I don't know why when i looked at him like that his reaction softened .. I don't care i liked that.
I turned my attention to Hobi..
"JAY HOOOOOOOOOPE!" I mimicked Suga making Jhope die of laughter.
I laughed too..
"Hii!!" He said with loud voice earning a hit from Suga who appeared suddenly behind him.
"Your voice!" Suga said with blank expression reminding me of Sam.
"Ok Hyung." Jhope answered Suga and then turned back to me.
He was quiet actually which I didn't expect at all.
He signed the album silently and passed it to Jungkook.
"Bye." He said and gave me a smile
"Bye." I waved at him
I am now infront of Jungkook.
"Hey Y/N!" Jungkook said and held my hand kissing it then shooting a smirk to Namjoon who was now boiling with anger making me turn to Jungkook and gesture my hand telling him to come.
He leaned closer and I whispered him.
"What is wrong? Is there anything that happened to Namjoon? Why does he seem angry?" I asked confused
He turned his head to me and we were extremely close and i was shocked.
"You really wanna know?" Jungkook asked getting closer and i was so embarrassed I don't know what to do.
Suddenly a hand came between our faces and pushed Jungkook backwards.
"FUCKING SIGN THE ALBUM AND STOP THIS NONSENSE!" Namjoon said loudly to Jungkook.
But Jungkook smirked at Namjoon and I didn't know what is happening.
Jungkook signed the album and Namjoon took the album and took my hand and made me stand in front of him.
"Have fun Hyung.. bye Y/N" he said smiling.
"Bye." I replied but I don't understand anything.
But what just happened made my world go blank and my stomach became full of butterflies.
"Sorry about Jungkook." Namjoon said gently at me.. I chuckled "it's okay believe me."
He held my hand tight. Making my heart race.
"I like your outfit... like so much!" He said looking at the outfit.
"Really!! You love fashion?" I was so excited!
"Yes specially red converse high." He said.
"YES!!" I said and punched my fists in the air.
He laughed and looked at me.. "what?"
"I thought i am the only one that loves converse high.. ughhh!!" I said looking at him.
"No i like your fashion sense.. actually its my favourite outfit on girls."
"No..." i was shocked
"Yea.." he said and laughed..
"KIM NAMJOON YOU ARE THE BEST EVER!!! OMG! I LOVE YOU ALREADY!" I said with loud voice making the members laugh and Sam look at me with a disbelieve.
I realised what i said and immediately covered my mouth with my hands.
"Sorry.." i said and looked down.
"Hey" Namjoon put his finger under my chin making me face him.
"Its okay.. you are cute. Don't be embarrassed love." He smiled at me.
My eyes went wide as i heard the word "love"
He really said that!
I am dying.. i can tell my face looks like a tomato i am sure.
Oh God my heart is pounding in my chest making it hard to breathe.
"So let me see the book you were reading." He said to me.
"Oh yea this book.. take." I handed him the book.
"Girl Online? I never read this book.. is it good? Would you recommend it to me?" He asked me while looking at the book.
"Of course ! Its amazing really you have to read it .. its a series. 3 books but they are worth reading i promise you won't regret that!" I said and my eyes started sparkling.
He looked at me with a look i always wished to see it in his eyes.. a look full of love.
I stopped talking and i kept looking into his eyes. Till suddenly my phone rang.
Damn!
It was the hospital..
"Sorry Namjoon i gotta answer this."
"Sure sure"
I answered the phone and it was an emergency.. i kept talking and asking questions about the patient and i told them that he has to do the surgery immediately and they have to call Dr Fill.
I hung up the phone and turned back to Namjoon he was looking at me shocked from what he heard.
"You are a doctor!" He asked unbelievably
"Well not a consultant so you cannot say doctor i am still a fellow." I said sadly
"Fellow!!! Damn girl i thought you are a damn doctor what the hell you sounded professional!" He looked at me with a look i cannot understand..
"Thanks" i laughed.
I was about to say sth else but their manager come.
"Namjoon we have to go now. Bring the rest of the band and come."
"Ugh! Fine." Namjoon said sadly..
"Its okay maybe we will see each other again?." I smiled at him with ache in my heart.. I don't want to leave!
Finally i got to meet the one i fell for! Tge one i love..
"Hey! I forgot to sign your album!" He said to me.. and I realised that we only talked he didn't signed it yet.
"Oh yea!" I replied and opened the album the second page of his section.
"Why the second page? I always sign in the first page.." he asked me in confusion.
"J-just sign this page instead please." I stuttered.
He raised his eyebrows and shrugged.
He opened his pen and was about to sign.

Oh Shit that was close! You stupid   Y/N you have to write your damn lyrics in the blank page opposite to Namjoon's first picture! Stupid!

Suddenly he flipped the page taking the chance of me being zoned out and read the lyrics.

Yeah every single tear that slipped from my eyes..
came from my heart.. and killed all my vibes
Never accepted that you don't love me
I love you so much babe can't you see
Pain and ache became all i feel
My mind can't admit that this pain is real
Lets make a deal
Show me what you feel
Will it hurt me
Will it please me
Babe babe let me see
keep thinking of you whenever I'm alone
This pained feels get through all of my bones
I just can't escape from my out of world zone
I knew it'd kill me to know you don't love me
But dear myself tell me why you wanna see
What you can't accept
What you can't neglect
Having you by my side is all i need
When your name passes by babe do you know that my heart skips a beat
Babe i want you to know i love you
Babe i need you.. i need you .. i need you

"WTF!! Y/N!! You fucking wrote that!" He said with a shocked tone while staring at the page.
Damn he saw it! Why did i zone out why! Fuck that!
"NOO! I told you don't open that why!!!!" I whined like a little kid. I really didn't want him to see that!
"Damn gurl you are fucking kidding me! You can write songs!" He asked still shocked.
"Yea.." i gave up.
"You are amazing!!!!" He looked at me and caressed my cheeks.
My eyes became wider than an opened door and my heart was beating so fast and all the butterflies in the world found its place in my stomach!
"Thanks... now we have to go right.." i said with a voice to faint but loud for him to hear.
"Yea.." he sighed and held my hand.
"I am really happy that i saw you" Namjoon said to you gently.
"Me too." You wanted to cry so bad.
"Bye Namjoon." You squeezed his hands one more time.
"Bye Y/N" he said sadly.
You then turned to see Sam still talking to Suga..
"Let's go Sam?" I said to her.
"Yea sure.." she said to me and turned to Suga to say bye and stuff
And i was standing there in another world.
"C'mon Y/N.." she held my hands..
i was crying silently.. "hey what happened?! Did Namjoon say anything?" She asked me worried but didn't give me a chance and started shouting at Namjoon immediately.
I wiped my tears so he won't se me crying and held her wrist.
"Sam stop.. Sorry Namjoon." I grabbed her and got out.

*Namjoon's POV*
What the actual fuck! Was she crying.
Damn! I saw her tears
Did i say something wrong!
What happened ! OMG it was painful seeing her like that.
Call me Y/N.. please call me.
I guess i need you.. i guess i am..
falling for you......

[A/N]
Oops! 2003 words.. this is the longest chapter ever 😂
I hope you like it guys anyway.
Love you all💕