Craving the impossible. | Kim Namjoon FF|

Chapter 28.- Confession Failure.

I woke up with swollen eyes and strong headache that i even see everything blurred infront of me. But still didn't give up and headed straight to BTS dorm.
Namjoon opened for me with a huge smile but as soon as his eyes fell on my destroyed figure his expression changed 180 degrees.
"Y/N what happened?!!! Why are you like that!!" He cupped my cheeks.
"Namjoon i wanna know wh-" everything became black.

*Namjoon's POV*
The door bell rang and i was home alone. All the members gone out but I wasn't in the mood.
I saw who it is and it was her. Unconsciously a huge smile was drawn on my face.
I opened for me with that huge smile but as soon as my eyes fell on my destroyed figure my expression changed 180 degrees.
"Y/N what happened?!!! Why are you like that!!" I cupped her cheeks.
"Namjoon i wanna know wh-" She didn't even completed the sentence when she collapsed on the floor.
"Y/N!! Y/N!! Dammit!" I carried her bridal style and closed the door. I headed to my room and put her on the bed.
I brought a cold towel and placed it on her head and brought a chair and sat next to her holding her hands looking at her tired and numb figure. Seeing her like that making my heart aches.
I kept kissing her hands and her fingers appreciating the moment and the feeling of her hands in mine.
"Ahh.." she said with quiet voice.
"Y/N are you okay? Can you hear me clearly?" I asked worried.
"Yea.. i am." She replied with a weak voice making my heart break in two.
She tried to sit down but failed miserably.
"Hey hey let me help you." I placed my hands on her waist and let her rest her hands on my shoulders.
I made her sit down. Then i sat again on the chair.
"What happened Y/N? Why do you seem so tired like that? And what about your eyes why are they swollen and red?" I asked her looking into her eyes directly waiting for her answer.
Damn i am worried.
She held my hands in hers.
"I am the one who must ask you Namjoon. I came here for this already. What's happening with you? What are you going through?" She asked with a hint of concern in her voice.
I looked at our hands and remained silent not daring to say anything.
"Answer me please." She placed her soft hands on my cheeks making me look at her.
"What's wrong Joonie?" She asked softly with a motherly concern in her voice making my heart race.
"Y/N i wanna say to you something really important." I said finally feel the courage all over me to confess.
"Mmm" she nodded still holding my hands.
"Y/N i-" i was cut off by...
"HYUNG WE ARE HO- OMO NOOOONAAA." Damn Jungkook!!
I finally felt brave enough to do this but this maknae! Imma whip his ass afterwards.
"Omo Noona what's wrong? Why you seem so tired?" He started to touch her face and get closer to her.
I pushed him away from her "yaah are you going to kiss her why are you that close!" I said a little bit jealous from his actions.
Then V came in. "Y/N!!!!!!" He came running in.
"What happened.. i heard Jungkook saying something about you tired show me." He held her face and started examining it making my blood boil.
"Yaah! V back off!" I said raising my voice a little bit.
Then all the members came in saw her and all of them hugged her tightly and pushing me off the bed.
"YAHHH ALL OF YOU LEAVE HER" i tried to push them away but no use.
"I am okay." I heard her saying and laughing.
"Actually i have to go home now." She said and stood up being ready to go home.
"Oohh so you came here for Namjoon right? Let me guess.." Jhope said and pretended to be thinking then He looked at me then at her with a weird smirk that I cannot explain. "I will be an uncle after a couple of months right." Damn!!! Why is he saying this right now.
All of them laughed and Y/N eyes gone wide making her eyes colour clear and shine and her cheeks became scarlet red.
She was so cute i wanted to kiss her so bad.
"Hyung!!! Stop it." I said feeling a bit embarrassed.
"I-its okay." She said looking down.
She then looked at me "Namjoon can i ask you a favour?"
I nodded "sure anything"
"Can you come with me home because i am still not feeling well"
"Yes of course come on."
I held her from her waist and she held my hands tight feeling herself as light as feather.
She waved to the members and said goodbye.
She was about to fall thrice thank God i was with her.
"Can you please eat something." I told her feeling worried and sad.
"Okay" she smiled at me my favourite smile.
"Hey.." she said and stopped walking.
"Whats wrong?" I asked looking at her.
"I- I'm feeling diz-" damn she fainted again.
I carried her and thank God she told me before the password of her house so i entered and headed to her bedroom but bumped into a sleepy Sam in the way.
"Namjoon? Y/N!!!!! What happened!" She asked frightened seeing her friend like that.
"I honestly don't know she came this morning to talk to me and then this is what happened."
"Okay come on." She lead me to
Y/N's room it was the first time to enter here.
"Thank you so much Namjoon." Sam said to me.
"Its okay.. if you needed anything call me..and also when she wakes up let her text me to make sure she's alright please." I told her with pleading eyes.
"Okay.. bye."
"Bye Sam."
I returned back home and headed to my room. I took a nap as it was a day off.. so i had nothing to do.

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Love you all💕