8:00 AM

Chp 2- Lost but awaken.

Time.

An infinite feeling it is, but what do you do when you have no sense of it. Are you living in a world without the sense of yourself? The world around you? Can you feel? As my eyes gazed into the sky they were swallowed by the darkness that thrived at night. I didn't know the time but I knew from the stars that danced that it was late. The sky started to cry and wail. The rain fell like out of sync coins. My bare feet drug along the soil in otter disappear until my legs gave out.

There I was.

Or there she was,

the new me.

I am me, but yet I feel like a person I don't know. Different then I was before. My arms stretched out across the brown grass and then I saw it. The thing that haunts me the most. The thing that will haunt me the rest of my life, if I should even call what I have right now a "life", I saw the image of my dad. "AHHH", I yelled with the most terrifying cry know to man. My eyes closed and I tried to think about him again, "AHHHH" I screamed. It hurt. My father made me so that I could not think of him and if I tried it would hurt in my head so my heart wouldn't have to feel the pain. The only pain I could feel is the pain when I tried to think of him. With all my energy my knees stood. MY eyes crying just like the night sky. "Why did you die and leave me here?" I exclaimed. "Why did you make me into this?" I Yelled to the sky, "Why..." The tears flowed faster than ever. " What do you want from me?" I said, " What is my purpose?"

Silence

I stood there as the wind hollowed out. This heart beats within me but yet I can't feel anything but pain. The sun started to rise, and I could see the common folk walking, running, and working. It's weird I thought, How the world has just changed for me but for everyone else its the same day as it was yesterday. I was wrapped in white clothing now plastered with mud from the ground I slept on. The people's eyes stared at me as if I were a foreign entity. I looked down at my clothing for the first time. I turned my head and there I was fresh fruit laid out on a table. My feet scurried over to the food and I grabbed as much as I could before anyone saw. "Hey, You didn't pay for that! Get back here kid" The seller said. My feet picked up stamina and I felt the wind running through my hair. The salesman hurried to a nearby government agent, they agent was dressed similarly to the one who killed my father. The agent got into his black car, dark like the night, and drove to meet me. I ran and ran trying not to get caught. My feet picked up speed but I wasn't faster than the car. *Scurr* The muddy tires went as they prevented me from running further. The man in black got out of his car with his gun drawn. I planted my feet on the ground. "Under the 674th law you are under arrest for stealing" His deep voice ringed through my ear. His voice sounded very familiar, My mind flashback and I heard within me the same deep voice say," I just want to do my job..." I closed my eyes and my mind ran to the thoughts of my Father. "AHHH " I fell to my knees in pain and anger. The man in the black jacket walked closer to me, " I'm just going to put these handcuff on you and you are going to come with me." As he put the arresting chains on my wrist I felt a bolt of energy. I reached up and wrapped the cuffs around his neck. "You killed my father" I Yelled as his pale face slowly turned to a cherry color. I slowly formed the words, " I will make all of you suffer...All of you" I released. As the man was now on the ground I picked up my fresh fruit and my feet shifted through the air as I ran.

Human. I am Human.

Or at least that is what my father intended me to be. If I am a Human than why do I feel like everything but one? When I hurt that man I felt good. At peace. I felt stronger, wiser, just...better. I haven't found myself but I think I know my purpose. To stop them. Stop the government from killing innocent people. Stop them all.