Chapter 10 I Miss Her
James' POV
One week na ang nakalipas since the night of the merging party. And it's already one week na di kami nag kita ni Jamie Tris. I miss seeing her. I know we're not that close right now, but those memories we had during our childhood days are unreplaceable and unforgettable.
Trevan actually called two days before na pupunta daw sila ni Jamie Tris sa LA for a three days vacation. And I am actually counting the days... Today's their last day of stay there so it means maybe tomorrow or the next day nasa Philippines na sila. And I'm excited about it because Trevan invited me for a day sa kanila para daw mag bonding kaming tatlo ulit. And the picture of the three of us, me, Trevan and Jamie Tris is just too blurry.. Kase I'm afraid if di magugustuhan ni Jamie Tris na nandoon ako.
I don't really have an idea ba't di ako maalala ni Jamie Tris. We were so close when we were still kids. Se was my childhood sweetheart and my first love way back before.
And what is this feeling I am feeling towards her?
I went out from my room and went to my secret garden. Nasa mansion ako ngayon umuuwi kase wala si Aunty doon sa bahay niya and yung relatives muna namin ang tumutuloy doon. I have this secret garden with full of roses. Yes, roses. I love roses because way back before Jamie Tris and I used to plant roses sa garden namin at Australia and this is the only thing na nagkakasundo kami.
I sat on one of the benches and pulled up my guitar from the case. Naiwan ko pala yung guitar ko dito. I remember noong I asked forgiveness to Jamie Tris. It was epic for me kase di ko nabigay sakanya iyong fresh roses and di ko nakanta sa kanya 'yung song na dapat ko sanang ikanta sakanya.
I started strumming my guitar and my voice came out and I found myself singing.
~"You know I'd fall apart without you
I don't know how you do what you do
'Cause everything that don't make sense about me
Makes sense when I'm with you"~
I wonder if ano yung ginagawa ni Jamie Tris right now. I know its been decades na nag ka-separate kami. And I miss her badly. Those things na nagawa ko sakanya the last few days... I was so glad na siya ang nakabangga ko and I was able to find the girl I was looking for ancient years.
~"Like everything that's green, girl, I need you
But it's more than one and one makes two
Put aside the math and the logic of it
You gotta know you're wanted too"~
I want her to know na she's all I wanted. Gusto ko siyang bumalik sa'kin, bumalik ang friendship namin like the old days when we were still young.
~"'Cause I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
Yeah, I, I wanna make you feel wanted"~
Maybe someday soon... If ever I'll figure out things between us... Magiging akin siya. Dadating naman yung oras na yun na maalala niya ako and we could start something new today, this present day and in the future days.
~"Anyone can tell you you're pretty, yeah
And you get that all the time, I know you do
But your beauty's deeper than the make-up
