Teach Me How To Love

Chapter 1

Hey so I wrote this book a year ago and finished this year. Right now I'm rereading this and correcting any errors I see, since I have writers block with my other book.

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Harmony POV

"Make sure you're home by 4 the latest is 4:30."My boyfriend Quantez said as I grabbed my keys and book bag."Ok."I said about to walk out the door but he grabbed my wrist. "You forgot my kiss."He said. I gave him a meaningless kiss and 1 peck then walked to my car and drove off to school.

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Once I walked in people were looking at me funny and calling me 'stuck up' and 'stubborn' or just saying that I don't speak because I think I'm too good for people but they don't know what I go through not even my own best friend knows.

I walked to first hour but I was early so I sat in the back. I decided to text my best friend Jamiya.

Me: You coming to school?

Jamiya: No Imma stay at home not feeling good. Srry.

Me:Fuck....well ok bye.

I decided to put my headphones in and blast my music in my ears until the bell rung for class to start. Ten minutes later the bell rung and kids started coming in.

One of the boys I can't stand set beside me and one of his other friends set beside the window on the other side of me."Hey silent child. You gone be stuck up today?"He asked. "Yo stuck up you don't here me?"

"Listen today is not the fucking day. My name is harmony call me that or don't call me at all." I said causing some kids who were near us to laugh.

I hate these people.

"Nah you ain't have to do that to my nigga DaeDae."His nut ass friend said. I cant wait for this class to be over. The teacher began handing out these stupid notes and told us to study for a test tomorrow.

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Finally it was lunch and then I have P.E. last. I decided to eat off campus because I am not about to sit in that nut ass lunch room.

I walked to my car fast because I here DaeDae calling me...but not by name. I got in my car and locked the doors. I decided to put on some white people music because that's how I felt. I drove to the wendys down the road from my school and decided not to do the drive thru.

"Welcome to wendys what can I get for you beautiful?"The cashier boy asked. "Um... Can I get a cheeseburger, lettuce, tomato and no onions. A small order of fries and a large chocolate frosty."I finished."Ok your total will be $10:25."I pulled out a twenty and handed it to him getting my change back. After getting my food I sat down and started eating. I started to see kids from my school show up so I left and headed back to the school.

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During P.E class my side started hurting. I showed my teacher the bruise and asked if I could sit out today. She asked what happened but I gave her some bullshit ass lie. My phone started vibrating as I went to sit on the bleachers.

I looked at the contact that said "Quanismyhubby" I slid over and answered the call.

"Baby don't be late today."he said causing me to roll my eyes. "You here me?"

"Yea."I said sighing.

"Don't yea me its yes or yes daddy."he said before hanging up. I swear some days I really hate him. I don't know why he does this to me..he doesn't even let me have a job. Once class was over I left. We get out at two.

"Yo stuck up."I heard DaeDae call out. I kept walking I don't have the energy to be late and get beat today. He grabbed me by my wrist causing me to flinch because of the pain."Oh shit sorry."He said letting me go. "You cute asf but your attitude got to change or else you wont be able to keep a nigga."He said as I got in the car. I looked at the time and seen it was 3:30 I should be home by 4.

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I unlocked the door and walked in hearing music playing and the smell of weed hit my nose "Quan I'm home."I said walking upstairs.

I placed my bag in the closet and walked in our room. I could here the shower water running so I decided to wait on the bed. He came out with a towel wrapped around his waist.

"You got any homework?"He asked lighting a blunt.
"Yes."I said.

"Oh Ok well do it and meet me down stairs in 30."He said walking out. I started on my homework and finished it. I still had ten minutes left so I decided to post on Snapchat. Once I was done I went down the stairs and into the living room.

"Why you just standing there? Come sit down."He said patting the chair."You know I love you right."He said putting his arm around me. I remembered not to flinch because that would just make him mad."Yes."I said looking at the TV. I'm not that in love with him anymore but I have love for him. We use to be so good now everything going downhill. Me and Quantez have been together since I was in 8th grade and now I'm in 12th grade and seventeen. Quan graduated early last year but he chooses to be in a trap and make money that way.

"I'm gonna get some help..babe." he said rubbing my arm."That's what you say all the time...I'm tired of this shit..I'm done."I said getting pissed."Well who you gon' go to...because your parents cut you off and you have know job or money...I basically own you."He said before finishing off a bottle of vodka."Now get on your knees and please daddy."He said as I got on my knees and took him in mouth. "No...no I'm not doing this shit go ask your hoes..I know you ain't loyal."I stopped and then he backhanded me.

I fell on the floor and held my hand to my face."I fucking hate you!!!I hate you!!"I screamed and cried. He began punching me in my stomach and thighs. "You Hate me bitch?Huh?"He asked with hands on my neck choking me. I felt like I was going to pass out so I started kicking and trying to scream for help."Bitch stop kicking me."He punched me and I looked into his eyes. All I could see was once his beautiful brown eyes now all black and bloodshot red before I blacked out.