Life Isn't As Easy As It Looks

Chapter 6: I Am So Sorry

Rose was now six months into her pregnancy and Albert loved seeing her glow with glee.

They had told all of their children that they were having another baby. Harry and A.J had taken it well but Lucy hadn't but she took to it after a while.

Rose and Lucy were walking down the stairs when Lucy stopped causing Rose come to a stop but she fell. Rose flipped over Lucy going flying down the stairs.

"Mama!" Lucy shouted after her mother, she took off on her little feet to the bottom of the stairs were her mother lay. Lucy shook her mother's shoulders trying to get her awake.

Lucy then saw blood coating her mother's dress.

"Papa! Papa come quickly! Papa!" She called out to her father and Albert came running out of his study looking for Lucy.

"What! What is it Lucy. Rose!" Albert ran over to his daughter and wife. What he saw before his eyes was shocking. His didn't expect to come and see his wife and child led on the floor together. Albert picked up Rose and carried her to their bedroom.

Lucy followed after them wanting to know what was wrong with her mother.

"Lucy go and get a doctor. Go now Lucy." Lucy ran off going to the first maid she could see and told her to get a doctor.

It had been a few hours later when their father came out of the room. He looked at his children with sad eyes and opened his arms for them to run into. Only the boys ran into Albert's arms and Lucy just stood there with her head down. Albert told the boys to go to their rooms and he went to talk to Lucy.

"Lucy, Lucy darling look at me. It wasn't your fault things like that happen." He knew it was Lucy's fault but he didn't want to tell her that.

"Yes it is my fault. I killed baby and mama! They never are coming back now. We never see mama again."

"Lucy only the baby died not mama, she's fine just a little tired. You can see her if you want to, she's awake." Lucy's head started to bounce up and down because she wanted to see her mama and say sorry to her so badly.

Albert picked up Lucy and placed her on his hip. He carried her into the room where Rose sat looking at her stomach. He placed Lucy on the floor and left the room.

Rose looked up from her belly and saw Lucy. Lucy ran up to her mother and sat on the bed.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I am so sorry mama. I will always look when I go down the stairs more. I promise mama."

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It had been five years since that and well they tried every night they could to get another child but it just didn't seem to be working. Maybe because Albert was always being soft with Rose and going slowly.

Rose liked to be on top and have it rough but he was always on top and was always soft and gentle. Rose had a plan.

It was Albert's night to put all of the children to bed so Rose had time to find the gown that she wore for the wedding night. He was white and lacy and she knew that Albert loved it. She finally found it and put it on.

Albert was walking the through the door of his and Rose's room when he saw her standing there. He instantly felt himself grow on his lower area.

Rose walked over to him and closed the door with a slam. She pushed him up against the door and kissed him. Albert's hands went to her legs and lifted her to him Rose wrapped her legs around his waist. He carried her over to the bed and placed her down gently.

Rose had had enough of this already. She pushed him so he was on his back.

Rose

I got on top of him and kissed him with all my might. I had already pulled his shirt off and was making my way down to his trousers. Once they were down I moved my hips to sit down on his. I leaned down to his ear and whispered into it.

"I want you to be rough with me, I love the way you used to pound into me but now you're always so gentle and slow and I like it sometimes but God. I love it when you're rough." That's when I sat down onto his man hood. I moaned as we made love roughly for the first time in five years. We were just about to climax when our bedroom door opened.

"Oh I'm so sorry." The door closed, but we kept going. Once we had climaxed we both got dressed to see who was at the door at this time of night.

Once we got to the door we saw my father was standing there.

"Father? What are you doing here at this time of night? Come inside you must be cold." Once we got him into the warmth he still hadn't told me what was wrong.

"Your mother. She's ill. She asks for you to come home, but I know you won't go home because of what we said to you. Please you come with me back home and see her before she dies. You must see her because you haven't seen her in so long. Bring Albert and the children if you want. But you must come home and see her." I could see that he wasn't lying because when he lied he would shake his leg but he hasn't s his shook leg once.

"I will have to talk to Albert first just to see if it is ok with him. He still doesn't trust you." My father nodded his head and Albert walked in with all of the children. I smiled at them and A.J came and stood near me and looked at my father. He was turning into a perfect gentlemen and I loved that about him.

He had all of his father's looks which I was happy about. A.J wanted to marry soon but we wanted him to marry for love and not wealth.

We had let my father stay the night because he couldn't go back home in the dark. Right now I, Albert and A.J were sat in Albert's office talking about what I should do.

"This is not about you! She is my mother and she is going to die soon. I have to go and see her but you are not letting me!" I was getting annoyed by him because he wouldn't let me go and see her.

"What if he is not telling the truth mother and just wants to take you back. Mother please you can't go." A.J was old enough to talk about this with us but I just wanted to shout at him.

"I am not your mother you cannot tell me what I can and cannot do! I am going whether you like it or you don't Albert!" I walked out of the room leaving them sat there in shock.