Traingers

🚂-Shy-rens-🚂

🌞3:00 pm🌞

After that guy snapped me back to reality, I ignored him. I literally ignored him. I feel like a moron for not even apologising to him. But how can I when there are so many shy-rens in my mind holding me in their shackles like a captive?

A few things I caught about him from my over-analysing were :- 1) He was a demure person too because he couldn't maintain the eye-contact. 2) He felt like I was judging him for his looks. 3) No, he wasn't ugly. Nor was he extra comely.

He was attractive, yes. But not what you'll call a greek god or anything similar. He looked like your typical cute, nerdy guy with those round spectacles. And a very cozy 'Olaf' beanie adorning his brown, curly hair. His eyes chatoyant. The iris' colour, a shade of brown and ocher. 

Maybe he is running away from something too or maybe he is going on a trip?

"Hello, excuse me?"

His sudden voice snapped me out of my reverie, once more. I didn't even realise I started staring at him. Upon hearing his voice, I jerked behind.

"I-I am really sorry." I stuttered avoiding eye contact and looking out of the window again while I was sure, my heart would pop out of my chest like how they show in cartoons.

I felt his eyes on me as I ignored his gaze. Oh god, he caught me staring at him twice. What if he thinks I am some kind of creep?

"Erm, it is alright. You don't have to feel awkward about it." He spoke up.

I felt like ignoring him again. But that guy has been nothing but pleasant to me till now. Ignoring would be very rude. Often, anti-social people, like me, are misinterpreted as arrogant due to our lack of communication abilities and confidence.

So, I fought against my shy-rens and gave him a miniscule smile.