irl { RaKen VIXX } //ON HIATUS

Eleven.

Ravi laid awake completely still. His head was throbbing and he desperately needed to pee, but he still decided to stay still. It had been ten minutes since he woke up and by the looks of it, it was around noon or close to that. Somehow, Ravi found himself wrapped tightly around Ken's arms, their face barely centimetres apart.

Ravi couldn't quite remember what had happened last night, but he got the hint that he was probably drunk, judging by the smell of alcohol. He felt Ken moves his hands away from his waist and quickly shut his eyes tight. Ravi felt the bed dip for a bit and heard some shuffling. He was slightly disappointed by the sudden lack of warm, but considered it a blessing because he could finally stretch and relief himself.

He rushed to the toilet and did what he had to, before sitting down on the toilet.

From : NNNNN-hyung
Ken knows you're kwonchic... He found out on his own but please, don't hide the truth anymore.

Ravi widened his eyes in shock and didn't believe N at all.

From: Shikkie
You're kidding right..?

From: NNNNN-hyung
No I'm not. Seriously, Wonshik, tell the truth. It's for the best.

The younger one let out a heavy sigh and checked the last message Ken had sent him on his phone. He jumped when his phone suddenly vibrated again.

Keken-04
Wash up and wear one of my sweaters from the closet. Come out when you're ready.

Fuck fuck fuck, Ravi cursed and hit his temples with his fists. How did Ken find out?! The younger male took a quick shower and quickly got into one of Ken's oversized sweaters. Ravi couldn't find any proper pants that he could fit in, so he ended up wearing a tight pair of shorts that hugged his ass pretty nicely. He quietly unlocked the door and tiptoed to the kitchen.

"I'm here," Ken called out from the living room and gestured for the younger to come over.

Ravi's heart sped up as his head starting to spin. The fact that he still had a hangover didn't help the him very much. The younger one awkwardly sat down beside Ken, ensuring that there was some kind of distance between the both of them.

"Here, have some peppermint tea before eating," Ken said and slid the small glass of tea, that was on the table, to Ravi.

"Thank you," was all Ravi could manage before swallowing down the contents.

Ken then passed the bowl of what seemed like noodles to Ravi and eyed him weirdly. "Chicken noodles help with hangovers. Eat some, you had quite a night yesterday."

Ravi silently obeyed and downed down his bowl of noodles, while Ken sat beside him. Neither of them spoke and it was seriously causing Ravi to get more anxious by the minute. Wasn't Ken going to say something? Or why *wasn't* Ken saying anything?

"You should leave now, I have musical rehearsals later on," Ken said as he stood up to clear the table.

Ravi looked up at Ken with his mouth agape and slightly taken aback. He fought the urge to ask any questions and took his belongings before leaving the apartment. Ravi felt his heart ache a little because of how nonchalant Ken was towards him. More often then not his hyung would always greet him with a cheerful smile and make small talk amongst themselves. However, it seemed like Ken was a whole new person who had zero interest in talking to Ravi.

"Hyung! Open up!"

In an hours time, Ravi had found himself banging on N and Leo's door. The door clicked and a little dog ran towards Ravi, wagging it's rail happily to see its owner.

"About time," N yawned as he leaned against the door with his bathrobe on. "How's the whole situation?"

The younger one shrugged. "Ken-hyung didn't say anything and just told me to leave."

N looked at Ravi sympathetically as he sighed. He could tell Ravi was trying to hide his disappointment and dejection, but he could still tell.

"Give it some time. Or maybe like tomorrow because Ken's never the type to stay like this for very long," N explained as he pat Ravi's head.

Ravi mumbled a small thank you before turning his head to head home. On the bus, he whipped his phone and opened Instagram.

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kwonchic
Hyung

Is it okay if I drop by your house tomorrow?

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Keken-04
What for?

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Kwonchic
To discuss about something

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Keken-04
Fine

Around noon should be okay

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Kwonchic
See you, Hyung

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Keken-04
See you t|

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"No, don't reply," Jin told Ken as he casually sipped on some tea.

Ken raised his brows in confusion, but followed Jin's advice. He switched the screen off and placed the phone down.

"Play hard to get," Jin smirked. "Only for now. Also, does he still think I'm older than you?"

Ken shrugged and pursed his lips. "I guess so. I don't really like this whole idea Jin-"

"Look, if we don't execute the plan, chances are Ravi is never going to confess to you," Ken's friend explained carefully.

Ken sighed in defeat and nodded, praying that whatever Jin was going to do would work for both him, and Ravi. As he was deep in his thoughts, another tall man appeared beside Jin.

"Nam Joon? You're fast. Okay I'll see you tomorrow Ken! Remember what we discussed," Jin winked and laced his arm around, who Ken believed, Nam Joon.

They left and allowed Ken to sort his own feelings and thoughts out, for the rest of the day.

Idk where this story is going bc I've so many endings in mind ;-;