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Fourteen.

Woahhhh, a chapter after 6 months... Also I'm changing their names to Wonshik and Jaehwan because they're comfortable like that now¿?

"Wait, no! Wonshik-ah!"

Jaehwan stood up and held onto the wrist of the younger, unwilling to let him go.

"Let g-go, Jaehwan," Wonshik's voice cracked and he had to bite his tongue to prevent himself from bawling his eyes out.

Jaehwan away for four years? It seemed like a total nightmare for Wonshik. He was so ready to give his heart and soul to this relationship, but now what?

"Just listen to me first!"

Wonshik flinched and his eyes were filled with fear as Jaehwan lost his temper momentarily. The older one rubbed his temples and dragged Wonshik out, being careful to not hurt him though.

Once outside, Jaehwan led them to a bench and gesture for him to take a seat. Wonshik purposely left a gap in between them and remained silent.

"Wonshik-ah," Jaehwan broke the silence first and gently held Wonshik's chin to turn the latter's head. "I didn't say that to break your heart. I would never."

"But you just did," Wonshik sniffed and replied sadly.

The artist felt his heart ache at the state of Wonshik. "Let me tell you something first."

The older one cleared his throat and began slowly. "Remember the day you started working at the cafe? Years back, I used to visit the place way before you even appeared there. It was a peaceful calming place I could turn to whenever I felt stressed, upset or bored even... Then one day, Kim Wonshik applied to work there."

Jaehwan smiled to himself at the sweet memory. He remembered the cup of chocolate he was sipping on when Wonshik entered the cafe. Back then, Wonshik had no tattoos on him, and his hair was still its natural ebony black colour.

"I'm not good with words but when I first saw you, it was like something inside me sparked? I don't know how to describe it," Jaehwan giggled sheepishly.

"And that's when I started unconsciously observing you, as creepy as that sounds. I watched as you grew from a cute little rookie to a professional barista... And everyday I would tell myself to muster some courage to speak to you, but I never could."

Wonshik side eyed him and fidgeted a little. This seemed all too familiar to the younger.

"When I found out you felt the same about me? I felt like the luckiest man alive, even though you lied to me-"

"Yah! It was because I was afraid too," Wonshik had cut him off mid sentence and pouted at his boyfriend.

"Maybe it's time we stop being so scared of everything. A relationship is supposed to help make both parties better people right?", Jaehwan closed the space between them and hung his arm around Wonshik casually. "We need to learn to trust each other more. I need you to trust that I'll never ever leave you and I won't hurt you unintentionally."

The younger one felt his tears fall again and Jaehwan quickly wrapped his arms around him. He made a mental note on how Wonshik was more of a sensitive person and promised himself to be more careful with his actions and words.

"Shik-ah. Let it all out, whatever you're crying about..."

Jaehwan peppered soft kisses on the top of his boyfriend's head and rubbed his back in slow, soothing circles. Wonshik breathed in Jaehwan's scent and calmed down. Oh, how he loved everything about Jaehwan. So much that he would break if the other were to ever leave him.

"I hate this," Wonshik laughed and wiped away his tears. "How I'm so hopelessly in love with you. Please don't leave me...F-Four years is too long..."

Jaehwan nodded. "Silly boy, I won't leave you. And as for the internship... We'll have to compromise a little."

"Fine. Let's talk about it tomorrow? I want to enjoy for now."

"Okay then, I'll race you to the car. If I reach there first, you'll get a kiss," Jaehwan bopped Wonshik's nose and chuckled. "If not, you're sleeping on the couch tonight."

Almost immediately, Jaehwan stood up and dashed away from Wonshik, running away from the younger. He heard Wonshik cursing from behind and laughed out loud. Wonshik ran as fast his feet could carry him and took over Jaehwan before coming to a stop in front of Jaehwan's car.

He panted heavily while squinting to see Jaehwan slowly jogging towards him. Jaehwan was wheezing at how Wonshik was panting continuously, as beads of sweat started forming on his forehead.

"You're an idiot but I love you so much," Jaehwan pulled Wonshik and captured his lips fully.

The younger one melted under Jaehwan's touch and kissed the latter passionately. He opened his mouth a while later, letting Jaehwan press his body harder against him while exploring his mouth. Jaehwan moaned softly and pushed Wonshik back until he was pinned against the car.

Wonshik let his hands roam Jaehwan's back as he moved his hips for the need of friction. He felt embarrassed for being aroused so easily but he decided to fuck it. Jaehwan could tell his boyfriend was getting hornier by the second and swiftly opened the door, letting the both of them in.

Ooh shit tomorrow I guess? 🤷🏻‍♀️