(After camila leaves the room)
POV: Camila
What the fuck is wrong with me. What the fuck is wrong with Lauren? I thought we had something special. How do you love someone like that and leave them the next. I love her so much it hurts so bad.
OFF OF POV
Camila stood there in the hallway of the apartment which Lauren stayed it. Camila wasn't sure if she wanted to go back into the room. She thought about it. "Fuck her" she thought. Camila felt so pissed off and sad she was so done. So she left out to head home.
POV:Lauren
It hurts watching my own blood drain from arm. I'm sorry Camila. I'm sorry I've been such a bitch, but I wish you could understand. I love you with my everything but I'm too scared to fucking show it. I'm scared of judgement from others. My eyes are swollen from crying. All the pain I've caused you, the pain I've caused on myself. Please come back in my
Room. I waited five minuets hoping you would walk back in but you didn't. Did I really lose you? God I'm such a fucking idiot I want you to come back. But no you don't want to so its fine. I'm actually gonna let go of you. Not just letting go of you but this world. My thoughts are fucking killing me.
OFF OF POV
(Five days later, Lauren and Camila haven't talked ever since that day)
Camila wondered why Lauren hasn't tried to contact her. Hoping maybe Lauren would make a move in begging her to come back. "I miss her" Camila thought. She knew it was a risky decision but she decided to visit Lauren's apartment. She opened Lauren's door. Nobody. She checks the bathroom. Nobody. Next the bedroom nobody, she sees a note. It reads;
Camila, I've left. Not to above but somewhere else. I realized me and you may never work. So I'm leaving you. You probably hate me
Anyways. I've gone to find myself or at least save myself. I'm going to be gone for two months. If I'm not back by march first just know, I've left again this time to the above. To maybe a better place. I'm giving two months to try and save myself. If I can't save myself at the end on the last
Month then I'm going to go away. I don't want to live my life being lost full of tragedy and misery. I'm sorry
Camila wanted to cry but tears just couldn't come out. She had two choices. To let Lauren save herself by herself or two look for her and help her save her self. But if she chose the second choice, where would've Lauren gone?
