No. Eleven; brendan gallagher

eleven; in which she wants to tell him everything

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[ Alex Galchenyuk & Elizabeth Lavoie ]

Alex

Answer your phone

i have a crisis

i think Brendan thinks i
don't want to see him
which is dumb because I
obviously want to see him

calm down

it's probably not that

no it is that

he was talking about visiting
me in Toronto because February
is a really long wait and i told
him it wouldn't been as long as
we think and that he doesn't have
to do that and now he left me on
read and he's upset and i don't know
how to make him not upset
without telling him i'm going
to be in Montreal on the seventh

help

okay. woah

that's a paragraph

you can't tell him about
our planned surprise

but i don't want him to be mad or think
i don't care about him because i do

then tell him that and
make him believe it

but

i can't

i don't know how

just be like "I'm in love
with you idiot"

i can't say that

why not?

i don't know how i feel

i really like him, he's funny
and easy to talk too

I'm not hearing any
negatives right now?

okay fine

i've never been 'in love'

hell i've never felt this strongly
towards anyone before

how the hell can i say
anything about how i feel
if i don't even understand
what i'm feeling???

maybe you're worried that
you don't know what love feels like

but to me it sounds like
you're worried about
what to do if you do love him

that sounds like decent advice

i don't know

tell him that

what if he decides i'm not as
funny in person as i am texting?
or realizes i'm a different,
more awkward person in real life.
or that I'm no where near
as pretty as he thought based
off my instagram?? like what if
meeting him ruins this entire thing?

step one to dealing
with people you love:
sharing your insecurities
and worry's with them

remember how you told
me you weren't leaving?

yeah

well neither is he
read at 5:15 pm