Hypocrite

Awoken feelings

Ok! I'm finally done with the "break" I took...and Im back like a month earlier than expected!
Now I think I have enough to actually set a date for these uploads.

Drum roll please..................................every Sunday at 6-10:pm!
Well...that was very anticlimactic...anyway hope you guys are enjoying the story so far!

Deku POV.

Love. Desire. Passion.

That's all I felt as Kacchan smashes his plump lips against my smaller ones.

Every fiber of my being screams at the intrusion as every cell stands on end, resulting in a very awkward tense moment as I try to focus my fogged mind on the familiar mouth moving sensually against mine.

I feel as though I am transported back in time to those blissful days sitting under this exact tree with the one I loved so dearly.
So why does the memory of such a beautiful thing hurt so much?

So many questions rise in my foggy mind as I put my hands on his hard chest, wanting to push him off me and end his assault on my mouth, but failing as he just pushes farther into my torso and wraps his strong arms around my waist as if he thinks he will permanently lose me if he were to let go of me...even for a second.

This continues for a long heated moment and my squirming gets more violent and my lungs begin to burn with the need for air, but he continues his tirade.

I dig my fingers into his arms that are still wrapped around me, leaving crescent shaped marks in the skin, and try to make him let go of me but he squeezes me tightly.

My lips seem to buzz endlessly as a burning warmth spreads across my cheeks. He lets go of my mouth and he kisses the corner of my lips, leaving me in a melted puddle as I relax in his embrace, letting him trail his kisses down to my neck and back up to my awaiting lips, a content moan on the brink of spilling from my open mouth. 

The warm feeling of familiar arms wrapping me in a tight embrace sends shivers to places in me that haven't been visited in so long as that memorable warmth travels down from my pink cheeks to a place deep within my body, awaking any repressed feelings in the process.

I open my mouth and begin to kiss back, sliding my body forward and sitting on his lap as his soft fingers ghost over the skin on my hips.

"Fuck...Deku." He purrs in my ear as I grind my hips down on his rising manhood.
I smirk into his lips as he tightens his grip on my waist, pulling me towards his body.

My mind screams at me to stop this...that I will regret bringing up these buried feelings but my body can't seems to quit desperately clinging onto him like a lifeline as the warmth of his torso keeps me begging for everything he has to offer me.

"M-more..."
I dig my fingers into his back as loud and desperate pants echo out in the cold air around us, the heavy rain blocking us out from the outside world like a veil keeping our activity private from onlooking intruders.

My face is tilted down so my lips can meet his and my ass is sitting on his lap so I can feel his manhood pressing against the fabric of my jeans as his fingers work themselves in my curly hair, tugging at the strands harshly causing me to let go of the kiss and gasp, my neck tilted to the side so he can suck and bite at the tender skin there ferociously.

He brings his mouth up to my ear.
"We should go somewhere more private..." his breathless voice gives me chills and I'm suddenly regretting my decisions to pursue him.

"I c-can't..."
my mind is barley able to think past the fog of arousal clouding my judgement but I'm able to resist the temptation of his warm body against mine.

"I have to go." I can't bring my voice above a strained whisper but he seems to hear me as he grips me tighter in protest.

He runs his thumb down my bottom lip and I close my eyes to feeling. Our faces are only inches apart and I feel his breath ghost over my face and mix with my warm exhales in the small space between our lips.

He kisses me one last time. A desperate kiss full of emotions and longing...almost a beg with the way he moves his mouth so softly against me.

"you don't have to go..." he whispers into my ear before biting the lobe.

I shudder before rising from his lap, immediately regretting it as I suddenly feel cold and alone in the heavy dark rain surrounding us.

"Listen...this is a bad idea." I say softly, so softly that I almost didn't even hear it myself but I couldn't mistake kacchan's face of pain after I uttered the words.

"Don't get me wrong...this was nice, but you and I know this isn't a good idea."

He frowns and gets up from his spot under the tree and grabs my shoulder, staring into my eyes as if he's searching them for any hesitation to my statements but I turn my head, unable to stare into the hurt in his orbs.

"So you just want to forget about this and act like we didn't just share an intimate moment?" He says with slight venom rising in his voice.

I feel guilt travel it's way up from my stomach to my throat, choking me and making it hard to breathe in the thick air between us.

"I don't wanna hurt you..." I say pathetically, looking down at my feet so I don't have to stare into kacchans sad eyes.

He scoffs bitterly and waves me off with the flick of his hand.
"Don't even try it...I hate it when you lie to me."

I almost cry out at the blow those few words sent me and I wrap my arms around my stomach in a submissive move to express my sorrow and guilt to the looming figure staring down at me.

He doesn't even make eye contact as he turns away and leaves me alone in favor of walking alone down the the path to his house, the rain beating down on his slumped figure and his hands stuck in his pant pockets.

The guilt builds up even more and it feels like it's trying to eat me alive but I continue on, towards the hell I work at to degrade myself in front of others for their viewing pleasure.

If only everyone knew why I had to work there they wouldn't look at me with those pitiful eyes.

That nights performance was the worst one I've ever done.

Oooooh...that's dramatic. Anyway I hope ya loved and if you did please vote! It really makes my day!