An open letter to you my friend first of all I want to say sorry, sorry if I'm not one call away friend, not a shoulder to cry on, and not a friend who stay by your side, sorry if I'm not there when you needed a friend who you can tell your problem, your rant and friend that can make you feel better. Sorry if I'm not a perfect friend a good one who can easily say it's okay everything will be alright, sorry cause I'm not that kind of person who can comfort you everytime you're sad cause friend I'm human too I have problems too, I'm dealing with my own pain too. But please don't stress yourself too much, don't think too much, don't care too much cause those too much can hurt you so much. Please free yourself from negativity set aside your anxiety and depression fight for it cause you're stronger than your fear, you are sad cause you're scared, scared to ask for someone's help, scared for rejection, scared to disappoint people. But friend you know what's wrong with you you're too selfish, you're selfish cause you're embracing your own pain you have family, friends but still you're closing your ownself for help you're scared to open up cause you might disappoint yourself for your own expectation, you're selfish cause you're to blinded with your own pain to the point that the only thing you can see is your own pain. I know you're too kind to help everyone but can you please help yourself first cause you stressing yourself too much. You're too precious so smile, fight for your own mind cause do you know who's your greatest enemy? Your greatest opponent is you yourself. Be happy suicide is not an option you have family, friends, and God who loves you dearly. Just be thankful cause He trust you and I trust you too.
